Testimony of A Bully Victim

Sorry for being such a mess, I would try to redo this video but it's just too painful to talk about.

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[younggunsfan]

I know how you feel man.

The world is really messed up. I have been bullied a bunch and I beat up a guy once in about 7th grade for insulting my mother and I regret it to this day.

Truly the hardest part of a bully victim is telling someone. Violence is never the answer, no matter how much someone hurts/bullies you. Sometimes people lose control and they resort to violence out of pure anger.

I wish I could do something man. It's absolutely disgusting what people can do to other people.

[WhenxChristxReturnsx]

@younggunsfan I probably have done the same thing, I was a pretty angry and violent kid until about mid-way through high school after I beat the crap out of that punk. After that I started to chill out and grow up, haven't been in a fight since. Only thing that would instantly make me fight me someone would be if my friends/family were in danger or a guy hit my girlfriend. Yes it is, people can be such garbage.

[AlessaGillespie7]

Be strong. It doesn't matter if someone is gay, goth, too fat, too skinny, nerd, or anything, is NEVER ok to bully someone.

When you check on later, these "kings of school" people will be sad, unemployed, alone and miserable adults.

The world keeps spinning. Peace to you, man.

[WhenxChristxReturnsx]

@AlessaGillespie7 Being as strong as I could in my faith is all that's kept me on this world as long as it has. I agree with you. A few of the people who picked on me often, I could already tell weren't going to make much of their lives. Thank you for your kind words.

[pinkfoundations]

I wish I could help you man.

I feel your pain. People are so messed up.

You didn't deserve anything like that to happen to you.

I've been bullied a lot too.

[WhenxChristxReturnsx]

@pinkfoundations People can be terribly cruel. For me it isn't really about whether I deserved it or not, it's about what I can take away from it and use my experiences for the better. I've become a much stronger person because of it, although damage like this does not fade quickly.

[WhenxChristxReturnsx]

@yamahaing7737 Some kids are just mean in general, but I saw them a few years ago at school and they seem like nice people. At the time I was terrified of them but I'm not so sure if I would be now. Well that guy was one of those loudmouths who talk big and intimidate people a lot but can't back up anything they say and are just full of crap, he was a coward when I confronted him and certainly didn't know how to fight. I agree, prison looks horrible.

[yamahaing7737]

@WhenxChristxReturnsx

Your right, they probably didnt know how much damage it was doing. At young ages everything registers kinda like a game. At least to boys, girls are just naturally mean from like age 5 and up haha. By the way, by beating that kid up your probably doing him a huge favor in life. I have noticed that most of the biggest bulllies i knew ended up in prison. Prison is a terrible place that no one deserves, maybe one day hel realize this and thank you

[WhenxChristxReturnsx]

@yamahaing7737 Thank you. I agree, it has to go somewhere. Most of that anger is gone now. Wow, that's awful. I hope you can get in touch with him soon. Family is family, regardless of how messed up. The three kids that bullied me the most, I think they just didn't really know how badly they were hurting me. We were pretty young. On the other hand, the one that I beat up, he was just a jerk picking on me because I looked weak.

[yamahaing7737]

@WhenxChristxReturnsx

cant seem to forgive him. He is currently serving 25 - life in a state prison and i want to contact him because i know deep down i love him.... but i also know that he is basically the definition of a psychopath. I cant blame my bullying on him, but understandably i was a really angry/disturbed little kid. Your bullies may have similar stories, you truly must forgive them if you want to get rid of that bottled up rage inside.