M-cest || All my fault (censored)

This video won first place
(tied with VonnRosenberg; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_II-FkIRd0 ) in the Dirty Slash Contest by the Sehrbesessen sisters
Contest http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNtthgqo2-8
Results http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J26itrJ-C1Q

Reuploaded and censored.
Uncensored version: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=P0X6DEE4

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Where are you dad - Father lied about being at work at the ministry and is in fact doing the Dark Lord's bidding.
Mum's lookin' sad - She knew.
What's up with that
It's dark in here - There was always tension between my parents.

Why bleeding is breathing - Suffering is so natural it has become intertwined with my entire concept of living. Father undresses.
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room - Hide by uncovering. Father's manners and morals are all that are hidden right now.
Try, bleeding is believing - Censored part.
I used to - I think back on my childhood.

My mouth is dry
Forgot how to cry - It never worked; why bother?
What's up with that - I realized this abuse isn't normal and even though I always hated it, knowing it's not normal makes me actually resist.
You're hurting me - the emotional abuse hurts a lot more than the physical abuse.

I'm running fast - I tried to escape the suffering by self harm (I drank shampoo, thinking it would kill me)
Can't hide the past - Mother found the love bites on my body.
What's up with that
You're pushing me - Mother confronts Father with her discovery, but he manages to talk himself out of it.

Why, bleeding is breathing - Years later, Father wants me to be on my best behaviour because we are going to see the Dark Lord.
You're hiding, underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing - He wanted to kill me, because Father risked being found out as a Death Eater if I would talk about what he did to me.
I saw you crawling on the floor - Father begged for my life; making me a Death Eater would guarantee I kept my mouth shut.

Why, bleeding is believing- The Dark Lord agrees; having a rich puppet like Father always comes in handy.
You're hiding, underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing - An initiation ritual reduces cognitive dissonance and makes one more conscious about and content with the decision to join the group the initiation was required for.
I saw you crawling to the door - Father left, feeling awful.
Why- ...as did I.
bleeding - Father thought THEN was a good moment to remind me what exactly it was I was not supposed to talk about. Censored.
is believing - Mother caught him in the act.
You're hiding, underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing - They had a final argument, and Father left. He had a task for the Dark Lord.
I saw you falling on the floor - He failed.

Mother was glad to be rid of him. I knew this meant I would get a task soon, so I told Mother I myself was a Death Eater, too.
She hated me - abandoned me.

I know it's not right, but even to this day I feel as if it was my fault our family fell apart.

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[virginieclaire]

j'aime beaucoup, la vidéo est bien, elle est très bien faite, bravo

[dukedevlinluvah]

@virginieclaire merci beaucoup

[Seethlaw]

I'm a fan of Rammstein and Queer as Folk, but this video is so well done I didn't see any o_O

[dukedevlinluvah]

@Seethlaw WHOO!!11

<3 I love you.

Well, the cane with the skull is from the Rammstein video Ich Will, and there is a QaF scne hidden somewhere... OR NO I CENSORED IT!!1 I replaced it by stupid sparklies because in the original, that clip got it kicked off YT.

:3

[Seethlaw]

@dukedevlinluvah

Kehh... And... Can I see the uncensored version somewhere ? :D <3

[dukedevlinluvah]

@Seethlaw There's a download link in the description. I don't have better quality than that, sorry.

[connari]

Congratulations! This video is just amazing, and you deserved

first place (:

Lololove this <3  :D

[LunaticPack]

amazing video

very dark and sad, but brilliant!

[UniverseRainbowLGBT]

It's HP? I've never see a scene with draco and drugs..??

[GryffindorGirl21]

Oh my god that was so awsome!!!! Great story!

[dukedevlinluvah]

@snoglow I know what you mean though... it somehow has a 'style' doesn't it? :3 I'll put a download link in the description