a look inside my brain - enter at your own risk

just a quick update and a lot of venting and thinking out loud

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• recovery
• eating
• disorder
• anorexia
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• keepbreathing00

[97chelseataylor]

how old are you?????

[keepbreathing00]

@97chelseataylor  I was 19 in this video, I'm 20 now

[Baileybeagle65]

what do you mean you dont want to trigger your roomate?

[Reverseflush]

Start surfing?

Ocean therapy.

Maybe you'll meet a surfer guy..not that fake Holister type but a world traveling Indo Endo sleep in a hammock catch a fish with a spear guy

[oxidesofliving]

you can only shave your head if you get a tatoo on your skull.

[beckxjd]

Blind weigh-ins are really hard at first but it is so worth it in the long run. It helps so much its just getting over the feeling of losing control at first but I have had nothing but blind weigh-ins for the last 3 years and honestly they really have helped and still do help so much.

[mkebert13]

This hits home for me girl. You have such a commendable attitude and will to fight. Keep up girl- you can do it!

[Lovesenduringpromise]

@Lovesenduringpromise I STILL do blind weigh-ins even though I have been in recovery for 2 years, it the best WISEST thing to do. A number doesn't need to rule our lives.

[Lovesenduringpromise]

@Lovesenduringpromise just keep thinking about how this life is temporary, that this will all be wiped away from us by our wonderful Savior and Redemmer. Love you girl!!!I KNOW how hard it is, it used to be so hard for me.....I would fight day and night and it seemed endless....there will be a day you will be in solid recovery...I know!

[Lovesenduringpromise]

It's hot out here too, like 95 degrees. I want fall/winter to come already...I don't like summer. I hate to hear your struggling with ED lately. I am praying for you. I understand the bad body image, it's VERY hard in the recovery stage. You will overcome it, I KNOW you will. Keep trying, keep praying, your so beautiful and your life is precious.