The Secret's Out

I DO NOT OWN OR CLAIM TO OWN ANY PART OF THIS SONG. USED HERE FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY. NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED. ALL RIGHTS TO RESPECTIVE OWNERS.

lotsss of meaning;;
((just wish you could see me when it used to come so easy))
I used to have so much confidence. Now riding anything but Cupid makes me choke up..
((I'd like to say that it's easy to stay but it's not for me))
I am leaving my barn. I am moving to a new barn, and it's for the best.
((I'm barely here at all))
I haven't ridden DiCaprio since September 9th. I am also not part of my once amazing barn family anymore.
((slow down now, the secret's out, and I swear now everything is perfect))
I get to take everything slow. no rushing into leases. Everyone knows I'm leaving my barn now.
((trying to be everything that you want me to be))
so. much. stress. and. pressure. gah.
((I'll make this perfect again))
I will regain my confidence. I will learn to trust again. I will learn to have fun again.
((now we'll change everything))
pretty much everything that my life has been defined by for more than a year is turned inside out, and poof gonee.
((I'll say yes.))
I'm going to do what's right for me.
((what you want, what you need))
what I want, is to take DiCaprio with me. Not sure if it's possible. I'll keep yall updated if you caree? haha. what I need is to chill out, relax, get my confidence back, and be. happy.
so, yeah(: questions are welcome ont his video only. however, be nice. I dont want to badmouth any one or anything so keep that in mind! this isnt formspring!!

Category:

Pets & Animals

Tags:

• DiCaprio
• barn
• stress
• perfect
• confidence
• gone
• Pinkeyrox

[ridingamazing12]

well you description upset me :\ but your still part of my barn family thing ((:

ill miss you girlie but we can still hang out anyway

love you ;))

[Pinkeyrox]

@ridingamazing12 well my life upsets me :\ haha

love you too! and definitely! we are overduee for a sleepover missyy ;D

[Pinkeyrox]

@epicfilmer thanks! glad you liked it. the song is "perfect" by mariana's trench, I just edited it

[Pinkeyrox]

@epicfilmer mariana's trench

[Pinkeyrox]

@frequentflyer1957 oh wow youtube never told me about your comment!

Oh, no sorry /:

just schja :)

[ridingamazing12]

@Pinkeyrox heck yess we areee over due for a sleepover its been like foreverrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[frequentflyer1957]

@Pinkeyrox yep there is. camdenequinecircuit . com

and I meant cec, haha.

[Pinkeyrox]

@frequentflyer1957 awesome! do you know if there's an online copy? i'd love to see it, haha

the cec, psj or schja banquet?

[frequentflyer1957]

@Pinkeyrox Yepppp it came out last week I think. We should meet up! (: Are you gonna come to the end of the year banquet?

[Pinkeyrox]

@frequentflyer1957 thank you!! :)

ahh yeah :|

omg did the prize list come out? ((: yayyy thanks!

it'll be fun =]