Hi there!
I'm Chilli, 20 years old and I'm working full time
My startingweight is 163lbs (74kg)
My goalweight is 143lbs (65kg)
and Im 5'9 (176cm) tall
I'd like to lose weight because I have tried it so many times and I failed just before reching my goal last year. So I want to prove myself that I'm able to achieve my goals.
I dont think I'm fat, I just dont like my body the way it is now.. I'd like to get more tonned, like "sporty-skinny", you know what I mean?.
By not liking my body and myself, I dont feel comfortable in public and I always think people look at me and see an unattraktive woman. I want to feel comfortable again, like my body and myself. I want to find myself attractive!
@peanutmmss was so unprepared. i felt like a stranger to myself and i was miserable. i'd be ok at a size ten, but my fave jeans from 3 years ago are size 8, so... ;) good luck to you! btw we are lucky being tall, weight gain doesn't show as much! but i gain weight so much in my inner thighs and hips. your stomach seems to stay flat! mine deposits fat just on the bottom half so it looks like a weird boot shape lol
peanutmmss 3 days ago
hey! we are about the same height, i'm just a shay over 5'8.5" and i have always been naturally slender until i hit age 22, then i gained almost 40 pounds over two years. i'm sure it was stress combined with being unprepared for a metabolism change. i'm now at 154 abouts, and i'm trying to lose ten or more pounds. i've always been healthy between 140-150! i so understand your struggle, i can't tell you how hopeless i felt. i'd never dealt with weight gain before on any scale, and i
peanutmmss 3 days ago
@watchmeshrinkhun maybe you have a different frame size! no matter how much weight i loose, i'll never be as small as some people >:I
peanutmmss 3 days ago
How are you doing?
sickphil71 6 days ago
OMG! Same weight, nearly same height but I look tons fatter :( WTF?
I Really need to reduce my bodyfat! Subscribed <3
watchmeshrinkhun 1 week ago
where's the thong? =(
ghfdjghjfdghkdfjghfd 1 week ago
I think you look great now!! But I understand losing weight...I wanna lose a shit load of weight but I'm healthy size...but that's just me :P
MeFishiee 1 month ago
wow you look great x
jamieuk1000 1 month ago
Personal reasons can set us back thats what happend to me... Insecurites got the best of me... anyway it's good to know your not done and your coming back strong... Hit him hard with your knock out self.. you can do it!!!!
fruitfulbeautywithin 1 month ago
I understand what you mean by sporty-skinny. Like an athlete, like Maria Sharapova, perhaps. I think you look great now, but I understand that this is about your self image. In my opinion, I think you should focus on toning your muscles rather than losing weight. Don't worry about your weight, pay more attention to how you look and feel. And if your jeans fit better. That is more important than a number on a scale.
Good luck!!!
kaseykahnenumber9car 1 month ago