Reflections and Fear (CATALOG #012912, Day 29)

I am the monster that eats me up, but I have not lost any interest in my main channel - I just need to overcome my own illusion/fear of what I think people might want out of my videos.

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[MakeMusicMakeup]

Hi Catalina.. I just wanna say dont be pressured too much. Like you said, just have fun on making videos! Just ignore those few negative people. For the rest of us, WE LOVE YOU <333

[potterstinks]

Its really nice to see the real you in vlogs^^ I enjoy both your channels. Just be yourself :D

[llookurt]

it is a good idea of creating this vlogs, make us knowing you in person, your fans. i like u just as u are, not too pressured, girl.

[cardioland]

Really love your videos! Honesty, I have a hard time following other beauty-youtubers cause it gets boring. However, you videos always remain entertaining and learnt a lot of good make up tips from you videos <3 Really appreciate all the videos you have posted. <3 <3 <3 Fighting ^^***

[Chococopie174749]

Aww i am a fan!! Very inspirational -3

[asiasano]

YES! We LOVE U Catalina~~<3 =D



[vkgof]

Hi Catalina,

Do not put so much pressure on yourself. Forget the negative comments, as they are from people who are insecure, jealous, and/or ignorant.

I am a huge fan of all your videos. I think I may have seen ALL of your makeup tutorials bc you are so talented and I love your personality. And you are also gorgeous :).

I also like that you are intelligent and articulate, especially with a lot of vapid makeup gurus out there.

Keep up the good work! Love your vlogs and tutorials.

[funny823]

Don't be pressured. Just be yourself then everything is going to be alright! :)

[KaiLeChung]

You really ARE your worst enemy, haha! I saw your videos through the referrals, but I really do love your videos! It doesn't matter what type of videos, as long as you're comfortable with it!

[tnl963]

Ur the best:)))

[yerim6978]

@yerim6978 그래도 전 묵묵히 기다릴게요!! 어찌됐든 새 채널에서나마 언니의 밝고 명랑한 목소리를 다시 들을 수 있게되서 기뻐요!! 앞으로 더욱더 멋진 모습 기대할게요! 물론 뷰티동영상이 올라왔음 하는 바램을 품고말예요 히힛 화이팅!! ^.^

[yerim6978]

전 영어보다 한국말이 더 편해서.. 한글로 써도 되겠죵? 언니가 cl2425 채널을 2009년에 처음 만들고 뷰티동영상 올렸을때부터 소리없이 계속 지켜봐왔던 사람이에요~ 그런데 어느순간부터 일주일에 적어도 2번정도 올라오던 뷰티동영상이 뜸해지더니 어쩔땐 몇달동안 안 올라와서 얼마나 섭섭했는지 몰라요... 언니의 동영상에대해 이러쿵 저러쿵 말 많은 사람들도 있겠지만 언니의 동영상을 보려고 일부터 매일매일 들어와보고 기다리고 또 그렇게 기다림 끝에 올라온 동영상을 보며 기뻐하는 저 같은 사람들도 있기 마련이지 않을까요? 뷰티동영상 올리는 목적이 공유하고자 올리는 것인데.. 좋은일, 취미로 하던게 어느순간 상업적 또는 보여지기위한 목적이다! 라고 비춰지니 저라도 빈정상하고 어느새 동영상 올리는게 스트레스가 될법해요. 에혀. 어느정도 예상은 했지만 이런 이유로 동영상이 안 올라왔었다니.. 답답하고 또 아쉬운 마음이네요..~