Pretending (original song)

My first original song :)
and again..sorry about the poor sound quality

(copyright lyrics & melody by BJ Rudd)

Normally, I catch myself before falling
Most times, it is nothing like this
Ordinarily, I dont let myself succumb to fairy-tale beliefs
But you make me believe, in make belief

Naturally, I dont assume I just wait and see
But this time it looks as if Ive been naive
Typically, I question the things that seem too good to be...
really...truly...dear...to me

--No i cant keep on hiding
knowing that inside im dying
from a heart thats unwilling
to admit that its not healing

Im so tired of this feeling
and now im more than willing
to rid myself of thoughts of you.

Im sick of pretending
that my hearts slowly mending
when it hasnt even let you go

Constantly, I deny the impact youve had on me
because the truth I cant perceive
consequently, im unable to believe whats happening
is what you said would never happen to us

No i cant keep on hiding
knowing that inside im dying
from a heart thats unwilling
to admit that its not healing

Im so tired of this feeling
and now im more than willing
to rid myself of thoughts of you.

Im sick of pretending
that my hearts slowly mending
when it hasnt even let you go

Commonly, this turned out to be nothing more than a temporary for you...
but not..for me....

No I wont keep on denying
that my hearts slowly dying
the time has come to admit it
I fell for you..but it wasnt worth it

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[hahaitsjosec]

perfectly gay lol :-p

[brudd87]

jose I will cut you! lol

[clairglen1]

OH MY FUCKINNN GODDDD your gunna be hugeee dudee

[clairglen1]

@timmahawk35 woah your was him room mate :D keep that in heart mate this guys gunna be big

[Casper199121]

this was fuckin badass man. excellent work!

[CarissaTaylor100]

i checked out one of your covers..loved it..now im subscribed and listening to all your stuff..this one..im def diggin the chords..really really pretty..you are isanely talented..truly.

[jessjessd2324]

Can you tell me when your cd comes out and you go on tour? I SOOOOOOOOOOOOO wanna go!!

[LadyJay1729]

Beautiful!

[reereej2003]

had to come back here! still love this man.

[therocketmoose]

wow. i have no words.

well except for amazing..

[BestNewMusicFirst]

you need to get a condenser mic.... That will help alot.