Past Love - Excerpts from my Diary

NOTE:
This is a reflection on my past, with me reading a great deal of it from selections from my diary. I didn't make this video after a break-up or bad experience with a guy. I am still with (now married to) the same guy as when I made this video and I love him with all my heart.

Here's some pieces of my thoughts on past love and some of it is me reading from old diaries. Hope you like. I couldn't get the music just right, but oh well.

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[hatboy83]

hey did you got divorced or somthing recently?

[KicesiesVlog]

@hatboy83 No, these are old excerpts from my diary. Made years ago. I'm very happily married. But my love for all those who have passed through my life remains and always will.

[ploothable]

Unanswered love from both sides. That always used to be a big part of my life. Why is it that original personalities run from me? Why do regular people like me only attract standard regular people? Why would i even care about people at all?

Maybe nobody will ever read this. After all, I'm just thinking out loud about past events of my private self. A nonsense scribble in some godforsaken corner of the internet. Maybe it will be read, maybe it won't.

But does it really matter...?

[KicesiesVlog]

@ploothable You never know what will matter and what won't. Life is like that......

[patmisa]

love is simply a primitive emotion to keep 2 ppl together long enough for successful reproduction and child raising. There is nothing special about LOVE. Its a poison that inslaves u. there is MUCH more u can do with your life than to dwel of love. like hunger and other emotions, we are forced to deal with them and do stupid messed up things b/c of them. I say screw it! screw the system! lol

[KicesiesVlog]

@patmisa If love's SOLE purpose is to keep people together to raise kiddos, why will I always LOVE men that I will NEVER see again for as long as I live? (and it's been over 10 years for some!)

[oTITLETOWNo]

@KicesiesVlog i so under stand i have no been with my wife for 4yr and it still hurts to this day and i think about her every day and love her still

[marcus24000]

i absolutly belove in real love yes am a guy i have had a average and a bad experiences til now but i refuse to believe it doesnt exist there is some1 out there ore maybe even a fuw that can be right for u,tricky part is u have to find them ore they u,i even talked to a friend about the karma thing to gues il have to w8 and hopefully find her 1 day giving up is not an option:)because that mean giving up on youre own heart....

[kaity917]

Deeeep

[cyberridr]

This video has helped me deal with my own losses in my life. I know i will never forget those i love that is have lost. I am a guy and wanted to say thankyou

[NFSMAN50]

you are a very beautiful woman

[hirokaski]

i feel you there it happened to me more than once someone shares my pain

[davetrap]

Thank you!Thank you...

[bigdick1616]

Kicesie! U'r turning me back to loving but I can't handle love am too weak to hold it up!..true ladies have more love than men but there are some men who can't control them selves when in love....I let her go coz I felt not able to maintain the love..its like a chill it comes en goes!..but when a woman loves fully it stays on why?..I hate my self. help me kicesie!