Long Pointless Ramble, and the Red Lady

So mostly I blabber on about nothing. Then after about 9 minutes I remember I wanted to talk about the Red Lady. Then I blabber on about vaguely Red Lady related stuff. So, since that was such a mess, I should WRITE it down, because I think I'm better at that than videos atm, despite my numerous Fb status updates.

(On a cyberstalking privacybullshit sidenote: Facebook is accused of... pretty much spying on people. But it seems natural since the abbreviation is one letter away from FBI, right? Just another random thought.)

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The Red Lady

So, I have a few big splits in my personality, but this appears to be the latest one to pop up in my head and influence my actions. I call her the Red Lady because ages ago I had a moment in front of the mirror where I could clearly see her instead of me, and she was stylish like a lady, but kinda creepy, and the colour red stuck in my mind. But then she was gone, and all I knew about her was "Red Lady".

But now I'm getting something like that again. This suddenly stronger focus on my appearance, and the more feminine approach I seem to be taking, would be the "Lady" part. But the "Red" is starting to seem more and more like a vampire.

If you think about it, vampires in popular culture these days do seem to go for that whole sensual style, the glamour thing. Then there's the sudden desire to be fit and strong and physically active, like how vampires are stronger than they look. AND, I was starting to get kinda bloodthirsty even before watching the vampire movies again. Stuff like that makes me think the Red Lady is a vampire. Add in some of the stuff I explored while learning about the Destroyer, and it's possible this has been around longer than I thought, and perhaps mistaken as being the same as some other aspect of me. Why it's waking up now, I have no idea.

And how did I end up getting "Vampire Red" hair? That's not the only red hair colour out there. It kinda just happened. But this is really just coincidence that I want to overinterpret lol.

So maybe I should look into vampries again... I know some of my audience used to like when I talked about that.

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Oh also, here's my Pozible t-shirt project:
http://customdesigns.pozible.com/
It'd be awesome if people (especially Aussies) could get involved! Or just share the link around for me. Pretty please? :3

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[masticina]

Vampires, either a sign of power or or deeper empowerment.

That and.. hehe lets say there are things out there few have seen. Don't fear what is coming a curse both a gift.

Mmm broken the mirror we see through the cracks, such what is wrong and such what is correct. Society beliefs the mirror to be whole.. they are mistaken. There is more.