afraid of your own mind (spencer reid)

SPOILERS FOR S06E12 PROCEED WITH CAUTION
SONG; illuminated by hurts
PROGRAM; sony vegas 8
FANDOM; criminal minds

YAY my first Criminal Minds video! I've wanted to vid this fandom for a really long time but I've never gotten around to it. But I really had to vid it after this week's episode. There's alot I want to say but I can't seem to find the words. I guess all that matters is that Reid's struggle with the fear of ending up with schizophrenia is one that I can relate to more than anything else on television at the moment. The thought that I might not always be able to control my mind is a fear I struggle with daily so Spencer and his storyline and this video means more to me than I can sufficently put into words. So instead of trying to express myself verbally, I hope my video expresses what I want to but cannot fully say. :)

VOICEOVERS;

did you know that schizophrenia is genetically passed?

i know what it's like to be afraid of your own mind.

my mother's a paranoid schizophrenic who's been institusionalised so i know, i know very well what mental illness looks like, maybe even better than you, and it's not that. it's not.

Category:

Film & Animation

Tags:

• fadingspark
• criminal
• minds
• spencer
• reid
• matthew
• grey
• gubler

[MsBecks2788]

Wow I love Reid, he is my most favourite character and I loved this insight into his character. I think you did a most wonderful job <3

[BethJill]

OMG REIIIIID! I haven't seen the latest episodes yet, but now I'm super curious. My poor baby is going through something =( I'll come back and leave a more video-focused comment once I've seen the episodes haha.

[MelsieLuna]

that was AMAZING!

[emilymggstorey]

@MagicalMoustache it is season 4 ep 6 and 7 it's kind of a two part but that part definetly happens in ep 7

[MagicalMoustache]

what episode is 1:10 ?

[emilymggstorey]

to answer the question below, I think it's season 4 episode 7, I definetly know it's in season 4 :)

[PoweroftheNERDLING]

There was a part when i thimk morgan tried to wake reid up, what episode is that from?

[emilymggstorey]

illuminated- this song.

[emilymggstorey]

this is such an effective video !

[DreaLightrider]

This Vid is really well done!

[LLawliet2222]

I to also know what its like to be afraid of your own mind and that is another reason why he's my favorite character and he makes me so sad yet at the same time happy and he is juat adorable :)

[xBaileyJadex]

SO AMAZING !!! Worth watching guys, wow it's incredible *.*