Silenced

Where do we go from here?
This isn't what I wanted.
Are we allowed to wrap ourselves
in silence again?
I thought that you needed me.
Maybe it's just that I want you.
In three little months,
the shift of your outlook is grim.
I can accept I can't change you.
I don't think you want to be "healed".
How can I get into your world
if you won't let me in?
Can I really be your friend?

This is a record we've broken.
I don't like where it ends.
I wanted to laugh with you by my side,
I wanted to enjoy life, again.
I can't melt your frozen shell,
I can't even win you over.
Is it really worth it,
or should I walk away?

Deep in my heart, I need you.
More than I'm willing to say.
You've laid your impact
you're inside my head...
how could we just walk away?

Difficulty runs on both sides.
I thought we were better than that.
Two lonely souls needing company
one broken heart used to being alone
The one person I love the most
seems to do better on his own....
Being crazy for him isn't enough, it seems.

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