We'll See (a justin bieber love story) pt. 59

hey guyss. i had a pretty good April vacation, too bad school starts again tomorrow :/ ah well, school will be out in about 8 weeks. i can make it till then haha. k heres 58! after the breakup...

thankfully, there were five days left of vacation so i called up Aly and Maddy and told them what just happened. they're over here within the next 20 minutes. my parents knew something was up but didnt ask about it, probably thinking id tell them on my own time. that or they already knew. maddy and aly slept over and we did what is usually done at these breakup sleepovers. we ate ice cream by the tubs (well, that was mostly me) ate a whole thing of Oreos (ok once again, mostly me) and watched chick flicks and blasted loud breakup music. it helped a little but i couldnt seem to shake this feeling in the back of my mind that i would never be the sme again without justin. always a little glum, a little empty, my heart always a little broken.
maddy, aly and i now sit on my bed with a tub of strawberry ice cream.
"i just so dont get this. like, ok, reply everything that happened between you too this afternoon."
"okay..." i tell her everything i could remember him saying to be and what i said back. maddy raises her eyebrows when im done.
"sounds like hes scared and just panicked, but he really loves you and is gonna regret what he did. and soon."
"and plus, its not like he can just totally avoid you. he lives right across the street from you and your in a bunch of the same classes. i think maddy's right."
"i dont know. i honestly just dont know. i feel like i dont know anything anymore... pass me that ice cream." i sulk.
just then i hear something hit my window. for some reason, i instantly feel my heart beat faster with a hope so strong, its almost paralyzing. almost. i rush over to the window and glance out, only to reveal nothing but disappointing darkness. a tree branch blows against the window, making a tapping sound that sounds just like rocks hitting a window.
i didnt know what to expect of myself after seeing nothing out the window, but i didnt expect to feel the way i did. i felt absolutely devastated, crushed, and even a little frustrated. i was so sure it was going to be justin out there going to take me back and realize my mistake, only to find a tree branch. what if he never wants me back? what if it really is over? i'll never again feel justins gentle lips against mine or feel his warm embrace or hear him tell me he loves me...
the girls look at me, a knowing, sympathetic look. i crawl back on the bed and fall face first in between the two of them. maddy pats my back.
"it may not help," Aly begins, "but it definatley fits the moment." he goes through some songs on her ipod touch before selecting one. i hear Sympathy by the Goo Goo Dolls start to play. aly and i would always say this was our song. i smile despite myself and nod. she pats my head reassuringly.
"things will get better. they always do." she says softly. she looks at me in a way that makes me realize i must look like the most pathetic creature on the planet right now. my smile slowly starts to fade as i listen to the song and thats when the tears begin. they come slowly at first, but as time progresses, so do the tears. and although i know that im crying for justin, the last thing that goes through my mind before i cry myself to sleep at 4 in the morning is "what did i do to end up with amazing friends like these?" i sorta feel like the luckiest, unluckiest girl in the world. think about that for too long, my friend, and you just end up with really really bad head aches.

sooo sad ): you'll have to stick around to see if they ever get back together or even speak again i guess. dont you worry, i got it all planned out in my head (;

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[pinayfriend]

That's sad when she thought the tree was Justin like in the beginning of the story when he threw pebbles at her window..the night they became a couple...

[xolifeisgoodxo326]

@pinayfriend yeah thats exactly what i was remembering when i was writing that! it is really sad haha

[brianna839]

Omg yay! Lol

[xolifeisgoodxo326]

@brianna839 bahaha yeah!

[brianna839]

Brilliant. Check out my videos pweasee? Thanks a bundle! Oh and just wonderin, what is the main characters name? U don't really say it often

[xolifeisgoodxo326]

@brianna839 oh haha sorry i guess i dont! its actually Brianna haha (: what a coincidence

[minkdog1000]

i typed in "fall asleep instantly" in the search box and this was the first thing that poped-up. wtf?

[amangal09]

This is jesse mcartny.

[shosho1238]

When are you gonna start posting vids again,,it's been like forever. Urggh...!!!

[PURPLECUPCAKE8568]

I HOPE THIS WAS A APRIL FOOLS JOKE

[208belen]

*sniff* Why do you hate me?! JK!! I love your stories!! Keep posting!!

[Peaceoutsuckz]

@pinayfriend

hey its u!! U commented on noombieberfever's story, remember u sed smthing bout a mango? Rofl

[pinayfriend]

I thought they were gnna get fricken married someday...

[JDBieberFanCLUB]

AMAZING! next 1, please!

[DakotaDawnna]

oh my gosh, you are too good of a writer... you need to get a book.. :D

Love.

Dakota

[liviandlibby]

aww thats sad but UGH i just want the next one!!!