Gotta Secret Contest || Going Crazy

PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION PEOPLE. IT'LL MAKE MORE SENSE.

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Okay. This is for the "Gotta Secret Contest" hosted by "xxKillerxgirlxx" and "clearascrystal24".

I guess I should explain my secret in more detail really...

Basically, my family (more specifically my mother's family) seems to have a history of mental illnesses; in fact, my grandmother quite possibly had undiagnosed schizophrenia (or some other form of psychosis). My biological father's family has a history of ADHD (Attention Deficient Hyperactivity Disorder) which is an off-shoot of Autism.
I myself have been diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome and my brother has ADHD.
I was found to be two years advanced when I was younger after my mother thought I had ADHD due to the fact that I was throwing tantrums in school (one such tantrum was triggered because I wasn't allowed to use scissors like the kids in the next class up).

Throughout my entire life I've been seen as the smart kid, the one who knew the answers and stuff, but I've been terrified of one day being the "crazy kid". I like that I'm smart and can think of answers quicker than everyone else, but the phrase "there's a thin line between genius and insanity" is always present in my thoughts and it terrifies me to think that one day I might end up on the wrong side of the line...

It probably doesn't help that my chosen profession, the job I want to do when I finish College and University, is Psychology.




So...
That's my secret.


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Song is; Wake (Linkin Park)
Fandom is; SGA
Characters is; Doctor Elizabeth Weir
I am; going to go and hide now because I've just told a whopper of a secret that no-one knows.

Kasey

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[EllieBabiee]

This video is really sad Kathryn, but really beautifully put together! :)

[KaseytheJudge]

@EllieBabiee Of course it's sad, I made it ;)

And thank you xD

Now! Your vids!! When will they be complete!!

[hotterhatter2211]

Amazing video! That is a very rational fear with having someone in your family having a mental illness. I can understand that fear very well. My Grandmother is not very healthy...and my brother was diagnosed Bi-polar with Manic Psychosis. He has been in and out of the hospital for about a year now... I am sure you will be fine =D(trying to end on a happy note XD)

[KaseytheJudge]

@hotterhatter2211 You get a cookie for trying to make me feel better :)

I hope your grandmother and brother are alright (I can't say "well" or "getting better" because it makes me feel funny... :/).

And I guess it is a rational fear, but it sometimes doesn't feel like it ya' know? It's like, whenever I mention that I'm scared of losing my marbles people think I'm joking when I'm not -_-

Anyway! Happy notes are happy things to end with and thank you about the vid, SV kept crashing on me :|

[EllieBabiee]

@KaseytheJudge Soooon, I hope :l

I've kinda lost inspiration for them atm haha. Probably something to do with my new obsession for Emmerdale and Coronation Street :D

[hotterhatter2211]

@KaseytheJudge

YAY FOR COOKIES XD lol

I know what you mean 0_o

They just don't really understand what exactly truly means I guess...

No problem =D