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Little girl lost...

My continuing struggle coming to terms with the abuse I have been subjected to and my current suicidal ideation. The song is Scarlet by Brooke Fraser. Possibly triggering. Please take care of you...  
 
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TheMoRoybal (2 weeks ago) Show Hide
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I am doing a research project on DID and came across your video. You did a beautiful job & I love the poem that goes with the video. It is nice to see someone use something negative to help your viewers going through the same thing. I commend you.
castorgirl (2 weeks ago) Show Hide
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Thank you, I hope it helped with your research project as well :)

Take care,
Sophie :)
FireflyFanatic3 (3 months ago) Show Hide
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why does everyone judge me for having scars on the outside?
They're just a reflection, a physical showing of my heart

people don't judge us for having broken hearts, a difficult past, and emotional scars
They judge us for letting it out.............
castorgirl (3 months ago) Show Hide
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I'm not sure. Some people don't understand; some get scared that they know people want to hurt themselves; for some it makes them uncomfortable; for those that care about you, they sometimes feel helpless as they don't know how to make the pain go away.

Take care...
PS I love Firefly too :)
candy3A3Z (4 months ago) Show Hide
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Just wanted to let you know this video helps everytime I return. Thanks. Candy
castorgirl (4 months ago) Show Hide
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I'm glad it helps...
Take care,
Sophie :)
marydepugh (4 months ago) Show Hide
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You did a great job on this video; I have wanted to escape many times. I have kept so many secrets that i literally think it is killing me at times. I have a destructive part that is the strongest part i suppose.  but i have done things and didn't remember; even injuring myself and waking up the next day and wondering how the hell did this happen.
castorgirl (4 months ago) Show Hide
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Please take care and reach out for help - it is there.
XsweetcancerX (5 months ago) Show Hide
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I know exactly how it feels. I´m 21 now and I´m still not able to talk about it. I have some serious emotional problems, including anxiety, bipolar and SI. people just dont realise that such experiences can destroy someone forever.
emshlem (6 months ago) Show Hide
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i know how it feels to just want to exscape the pain and just give it all to god. but i have gone through 2 years of councing and been to two hospitals and met a lot of encouraging people and though i felt like i wanted to die even MORE through the process i have almost made it though and will hopefuly be done with it soon

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