Through a childs eyes

I heard this song and started to cry. Because much of what it said Louis has said to me ...only with different words. So I made a video so excited to post this song. It has just as much meaning to me as a video of us at the park or pictures of us camping. It captures a moment ... a time where Louis expressed his heart and sense of wonderment since there was an Ellie in his life. I mentioned in earlier videos how my childlike came back more and more as I began to trust Louis. I missed her and I see her looking back at me in the reflection of the mirror daily. As well as Louis said that he lost that years ago and saw in me what he wanted back. Youtube has become a place where I can save my most treasured thoughts, experiences, pictures and family video. A playful painting gallery as well as moments of serious topics being laid out with the intent to encourage, inspire and point to my Savior. Well this one is obviously less serious and more playful.

As I put it all together I cried. I remember a day when I tried buying my dad a fathers day card. A time where I forgave him and we searched reconciliation and peace. He was dieing and I was content that he was trying to do the right thing before he left this world. As I picked up each card the tears were endless. They expressed admiration for all a father had done. Expressed thankfulness for his protection and guidance. Right there in the store I was profoundly confronted with the reality that the only card I could carry out was a blank one. I would have to find the words to express happy fathers day without speaking of grand words of gratefulness. I found the same to be true as I sought out a card for my husband that same day. He was absent so much of my childrens growing years. Painfully neglectful I found no card that spoke of my honest circumstances. There is a saying that I had written on my checks from the bank. It said My reality check bounced. I knew that I knew that day in the store was the beginning of reconciling a reality check. Life gradually changed that day in the store. It is amazing when we note the beginning of the end and why. Well here is mine. I say all of this to say that songs don't express enough of who Louis has been to me. As I posted this video today I cried and told him, "Louis there are hundreds of songs that express who you are to me. I go into a store and pick out a card for you and it does not say all that I want to say. It does not cover all the areas that you have loved me and the ways that you have helped me! Maybe to you that seems silly but it it an incredible thing for me Ellie to say! It is all this that went into the making of "Through a childs eyes"

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