In Memory of Joseph James Hoffman, Jr.

Joey was my life. And since he's gone, I don't know what to do. So, I made this video. In his memory. The song perfectly describes how I feel. Here's the lyrics:

My hands shake cuz today,
I know you're gonna break my heart and,
My life without you in it
Is a life not worth living.
I'll be strong but i wish i was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight

Here i stand (Here i stand)
All alone, (Here i stand)
Tonight (Here i stand)
And i wish i was strong enough to breathe (Here i stand)
Without you, (Here i stand)
In my life, (Here i stand)
I wish i was anyone but me.

So I'll start to pretend im ok
But you should know by now that
My life is smoke and mirrors,
The one thing is crystal clear
That i'm the one wishing i was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight

Here i stand (Here i stand)
All alone, (Here i stand)
Tonight (Here i stand)
And i wish i was strong enough to breathe (Here i stand)
Without you, (Here i stand)
In my life, (Here i stand)
I wish i was anyone but me.

(Where do we go?) (Where do we go?)

Inside i start to fall apart. (Where do we go?)
And i'll pretend im holding on (Where do we go?)
So i guess ill bleed in silence.(In silence)
I guess i'll bleed in silence.

Here i stand (Here i stand)
All alone, (Here i stand)
Tonight (Here i stand)
And i wish i was strong enough to breathe (Here i stand)
Without you, (Here i stand)
In my life, (Here i stand)
I wish i was anyone but me.

Here i stand (Here i stand)
All alone, (Here i stand)
Tonight (Here i stand)
And i wish i was strong enough to breathe (Here i stand)
Without you, (Here i stand)
In my life, (Here i stand)
I wish i was anyone but me.

Here I Stand-Madina Lake

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[twitterbug12]

R.I.P JOSEPH JAMES HOFFMAN..becky im johnathons little sister if you know him..he and joey where best friends

[yobeckyd25]

I do know John. I haven't talked to him much in the past year or so. But he is a really cool kid. Thanks for saying hi. =]

[BratPack4ever]

its been buggin me and i dont knwo whyyy..

do you know joeys brother's name?

[yobeckyd25]

Jeremy, I believe.

Why?

[joehoffman]

I miss him too babe,I was proud to be his father it was the best job in the world, I dont know what to do without him

[yobeckyd25]

I know. You were really good at your job. He turned out amazing.

[twitterbug12]

tomorrow is his birthday and im in tears because i miss him so much ):

[arieleatshearts]

i break down everytime i watch this video. i miss him more than anyone could ever imagine.

[twitterbug12]

We miss you joe...thx for making it...i know i said that already...

[twitterbug12]

welcomee:)

[BratPack4ever]

Cause i was thinkin bout him and his family. and how i was real close wit his mom but didnt know his brother...

butt thhank yoou

[BratPack4ever]

wow, a year. a whole year! how in the world did i make it? i miss him soo much! like im speechless. i dont know what to say. i just wish i spent more time wit my best friend, better yet my big brother, i wish he was still watching me grow up... why now did you have to leave? i love you and miss you. :[