everytime i put pen to paper,
i only think about her, how much i rate her,
how much i care, the lengths i would go to
for me to be there, right by her side,
shes always preoccupied, even when she's at home,
i cant kiss her through the phone,
i cant sleep, cant breathe, girl why did ya have to leave,
baby your my rihanna,
with your caramel complection,
but on reflection,
im a different breezy,
i wouldnt lay a finger on you,
unless it was to please you,
sexually or mentally,
im tellin you i wanna be your man,
and i can be the one,
if you give me a chance,
im a dark knight,
this song is my lance,
tipped with blood,
from my very own heart,
and although its golden,
its still missing a part,
ever since the losses,
theres an empty space that killed,
but whenever im with you girl,
somehow its filled,
the way you make me feel,
im invincible,
ive got a diamond seal,
of approval,
im here to prove to you,
i can be your one and only,
i wont lose you,
girl im insane,
the way your make me feel,
is so insane,
your always on my brain,
your always runnin through my mind,
im high on ecstacy,
when ever your next to me,
girl your my next to be,
girlfriend, shorty,
but previous girl taught me,
not to be so blind,
so fuckin stupid,
ive just been shot in the heart,
by that fucker cupid,
he wants me to go the lengths and be your lover,
and now id do things for you, like no other,
and some times you really dont want to know,
and that kills me girl, like an emtional blow,
it puts me down, and throat starts to swell,
cause life without you girl, id call that hell,
and when i think like that, the sky even cries,
and deep down inside a small part of me dies,
then i look on my phone at that picture you took,
gaze into your eyes, and i think fuck!
have i messed it up, have i lost this girl,
now ive gotta do something cause your my world,
and now i cant think straight, i choke and stumble,
without you baby, my life would crumble,
i dunno what to do ro how to make it better,
and i anger myself, like a mental vendetta,
and it better be worth but girl im sure,
that a life with you, is worth dying for,
so i stand at the door, lookin at the floor,
and i stop to imagine what this girl saw,
and i hate myself and the feeling is more,
like an internal war, between my heart and my mind,
but i cant find a solution,
so i drink that solution,
its pollution of my brain, my mind and my soul,
and ive felt like this since i was fourteen years old,
the past four years, tell me was it a waste,
but it was taste, of lust, of love and life,
well whats left of it, i should have chosen the knife,
back when i was in my kitchen,
did i make the wrong decision,
should i have finished it then,
that way id have beaten you to it,
ended everythin before i had to go through it,
you could say that my obsession,
finally taught me a lesson,
even though it was the main source of my depression,
so girl this is a session,
in my lyrical progression,
into madness and pain,
the weathers kinda breezy and its startin to rain,
and every text you send is driving me insane,
i feel like my mind is sorta derranged,
the girl i love texts me but i dont wanna read,
cause i scared it might lead,
to an arguement or more,
a love fuelled war,
attack on my heart, and were drifting apart,
im startin to realise that were already through,
but i cant help but tell ya how much i love you,
at the end of the day, girl all i can say,
is i cnat wait to see you again,
weather that would be in this life or the next,
i cant sit on my own, just waitin for a text,
and theres a 50/50 chance that after ive read it,
ill be over the moon or wishin you'd never said it,
but lookin back on everythin ive said,
my eyes are red, and i feel like im dead,
but theres no1 in this world who can take your position,
a collision of my mind and heart, my decision,
is that my hearts grown cold with frost,
and i think any relationship is already lost,
i cant believe that im sayin it but who am i kiddin,
me and you were fucked, from the very beginning,
still i love you...
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