Body Dysphoria

The past couple of days I've really been strugling with body dysphoria and last night it affected me in the worst way at the worst possible time...

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• ftm
• f2m
• transgender
• transgendered
• transman
• transguy
• trannyboi
• body
• dysphoria
• testosterone

[ihatepreps07]

I have but one question: HOW ON EARTH DO YOU AFFORD T??? You look really young, and I know HRT can get really expensive...You're lucky. <3

[DominoAyeJae]

@ihatepreps07 LOL! Indeed. Determination with a touch of Over Time.

[jcanuck33]

I know what you're saying, my mind is so disconnected from my body, I have a hard time taking a shower let alone having sex. I'm six weeks on T, saving for surgery, props for even being in a relationship man.

ps, do you bind with Underworks? I'm looking into buying something and yours seems to work really good.

[DominoAyeJae]

Yeah I use underworks, I wear two of em cuz I'm cursed with larger tumors I wear the long one with the shorter one on top of that

[loveandbullets07]

i wanna get head like the real man i am. i think i would achieve orgasm then. as an FTM I've never experienced that because I don't like/acknowledge my body.

[RianLea]

I've had super bad dysphoria for years n I haven't even started T. I won't let anyone touch me. I don't even like looking at myself. The way I feel about it is being touched makes me gay. That's not truth but that's how it personally makes me feel. I'm a giver not a taker. I'm happy for u n I hope your transition goes amazing! Best wishes - Rian

[03nokieful]

@ihatepreps07 testosterone when bought online pharmacy can cost about 65 dollers for 5 month supply plus the needles i know this because i do injections and i date a ftm who is on injections

[liberationneeded01]

My body dysphoria caused me to give up swimming and i was one of the best on my team but my body dysphoria was so bad and it still is i hate dysphoria :(

[TheSnowyice]

I don't really care what my body looks like. It's just the fact that it masks who I really am on the inside that hurts. :'( I don't want to make a physical change though because I'm not bothered by it. I would like to move to Canada though, because Americans are so judgemental and I don't like it here. I'm pretty much traped here though until I can get out of the house and what not, so every single day I'm forced to act in the role. Especially since I live in the south.Ugh it's horrible. >:(

[lovesdistruction2]

AMEN TO THAT BROTHER!!!!

My gf just moved her head up and down to give the illusion and it was amazing,

maybe get someone to do that for you

[fugazi0311]

Holy crap. Your voice literally dropped overnight. Unless you were sick...

[snakeboy742]

it can be hard hun , its hard to come out , i think you should ask her what she wonts and needs from you

[UnderwaterSky]

Not just in Canada. Here in Germany too, but it's not that easy. You have to prove you are really trans by going to a therapist for a very long time, do an what they call "everyday life-test" (wich is ridiculous) and you have to get two certificates from therapists. But once you have all done and got the papers your healthinsurance wants to see, they pay for it. If i would live in America I couldn't afford the money in years, I mean I'm only 20 I would have to wait like till I'm 30 or something.