He said he loved me, and would never leave. I told him the same, believing we would be together, forever. Now, thats where I went wrong. I will never forget the look on his face when I told him it was over, and that I was leaving. Ill never forget his face when I told the lie that I didnt love him anymore. Ill never forget his face, the one with the look of heartbreak. But most importantly, I still havent forgotten his face, just in general.
This was two years ago, when I was in grade 10, a sophomore as people would say. It was when I lived in that city they call, Oakville.
Now Im a senior, and guess what.. Im moving back.
Im going to see my old friends, Im going to be living in my old house, and most importantly, Im going to see him.
There is one problem with going back, and no... Its because Ill be seeing him. Its that hell be seeing me. I dont want him to know Ive been a mess, and its true, I have. I am different, I dress different, look different.. I guess its safe to say, Ive changed.
My old long gorgeous light brown hair is now short teased dark brown hair with many layers.
The way I dress isnt normally what you would see in Oakville. I wear tight jeans, preferably neon colours, and random tees. Here in Oakville, they dress with the most proper blouses and expensive pants.
My make-up is darker, and eyeliner is thicker. I traded in my ballet flats to converse, and even learned to play the guitar.
Hell probably take one good look at me, laugh then walk away. What if hes moved on? What am I saying, hes gorgeous, and obviously he would be taken. My biggest wish is that he wont even recognize me. Maybe we could even be friends; Im just hoping my feelings dont take the better of me.
I am moving back in today, but Ill start the new journey tomorrow. Maybe even see him, my old and now, new next door neighbour Blake.
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No Copyright Intended. I Own Nothing, BUT the pictures of myself.
the song in "Superman (save you)" by "the Friday Night Boys"
so, tell me what you think of the story so far.
should I use it or loose it ?
xoxo, juliee. :)
hello, i love you too.
thanks !
aha, and yeah, you can.
you have to suscribe first ! :P
kidding :|
uhm, yeah.. i already have your character in mind. :D
elchaer5 2 years ago
hey, i love you.
this is so cute julay!
may i please be in it, since yeah know..
you love me and all :D
Saluma93 2 years ago