jonas *daughter* story chapter 84

*next morning*
I woke up with my red & stinging eyes. Just like everyday for sometime now. This sucks. And I hate this so much. I hate not talking to my friends, I hate not going out or hanging. I hate esp not talking to my dad. Its obvious he knows Im bothered abt sth and I so badly wanna tell him but, at the same time, I just dont want to. i just wish none of this happened. Why does everything crash into me like this?

j: *slowly knocks on the door & walks in* Natalie?
me: yea dad?
j: *sits by her* can I talk to you?
me: urm, yea. sure. What is it?
j: i-i know sths been bothering for a couple of days now. And I tried really hard to just let you deal with it but its really hard for me. Pls tell me whats the matter with you.
me: nth dad.
j: pls Natalie. Ive never raised you to feel like you cant tell me or confide in me.
me: I know. but, ugh. Its nth dad. Trust me.
j: you said that time when you found that ring that you expected me to be honest with you. And vice versa.
me: *nods*
j: Im asking you to do that nat.
me: *sighs* its all happening again.
j: what?
me: its gonna happen again.
j: whats gonna happen again sweety?
me: everything dad. Its all gonna be exactly the same and Im scared.
j: nat what are you talking abt? Youre scared for what?
me: dad, Im gonna lose ty. Just like mom. Just like kam and Sam. just like ronny.
j: *silent*

*with kev*
Another day goes by. On the half, its a great day, spending it with matt. But on the other half, its another horrible day that matt lies to aye. Another horrible day that I pretend not to exist and ignore her. I know, its been long enough and I should be over her, but Im not. Even after so much advice from Joe and nick and even viv. But I just cant do it. its not so simple. How can that one girl Ive known a few weeks affect me this much? Why does she have to affect me this much? Its not fair.

m: *tugging kevs jeans*
k: *snaps out of it* Im listening.
m: *continues to tell him some random story*
k: *nodding & smiling - not really listening*
v: *runs to them* ayes here!
k: what? shes not supposed to be here till another hour.
v: no time for explanations. Go to the toilet! *pushes kev & carries matt*
k: *leaves & quickly waves at matt*
m: *looks over vivs shoulder & waves at him*
a: *walks over to viv* hey matt.
m: hi mommy.
a: why the long face? *to viv* what happened?
v: urm, nth. Little matts just tired isnt he?
m: *nods*
a: alright. Well get you home and- matt who gave you that hat?
v: ~shit!~
m: ke-
v: Kendra. My cousin passed it to me and I taught Id give it to my favourite little guy. *nervous giggles*
a: oh ok. its pretty cute. Thanks viv.
v: yea. no problem at all.
a: well, ok. I really have to go. See you tmr.
v: alright bye.
m: bye bye!
a: bye. *leaves*
v: *sighs in relief*
k: is she gone?
v: yea.
k: that was close.
v: *hits him*
k: hey!! What?!
v: this is WRONG Kevin! Stop doing this alright? Matt loves you and you love him too but constantly teaching him to lie to his own mother? Its wrong. Very wrong. Either tell aye the truth or just avoid matt. Stop trying to avoid doing both.
k: *sighs* you didnt have to hit me.
v: *hits him again* its the only way the msg is getting through.
k: ok! ok! enough!
v: *laughs*

*with nick*
Another hopeful day that becca would take me back turns into another hopeless day. I miss her. I miss her so much. Why did I have to fall in love with such a headstrong freak of a girl? I wish none of this wouldve happened. I seriously wish that damn eric weren't alive. Actually, I just wish I never walked into courtneys house that day. I wouldnt even have ever met becca. And I wouldnt be in this position right now.

I was just taking a walk like I do all the time but as I passed a restaurant sth caught my eye. I pressed my face to the glass and I couldve screamed. It was becca, with-with ugh. Some guy I dont know! no way!!!

n: *dashes in* what the hell?!
r: nick?
n: what is this becca?
r: i-urm-he-
n: you say you wanna keep me away because you dont wanna hurt me saying you love me then youre here with-with-who the hell are you?
??: jim.
n: ok great. With jim!!!
r: nick let me-
n: I cant believe this. tell me the truth Rebecca. Is it really that you honestly love and care abt me and thats why youre trying to protect me or is it really because you dont even like me at all and are after sth else!?
r: *stands up - angry* DONT ever say that! Of course I love you. And I cant believe you dont believe that. Thanks nick. You clearly just showed how much to trust me or respect my intentions. *grabs her stuff* lets go jim.
jim: *stands up & heads out*
r: *stops after a few steps* jims my boss. Were having a business lunch. I hope you believe that. And Im not after ath. Im just trying to get through my screwed up life. *leaves*
n: *just stares at her as she leaves & walks out*

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[xoBxJoBroLovrxo]

love this story - whats the song in this video?

[shailucutie]

thank you! :)

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[ElleMchugh]

GO S CLUB 7 :D

[xoBxJoBroLovrxo]

np ! and thanx !!! (:

[3bros71211]

awesome drama

[MorganMarie24]

Post soon please.:]

[jonasluvacr]

ty and nat... =( mom's sad. daughter needs to post.

[kellyx101]

aw. this is sad,

[hockeyprincess101xo]

omfm soooo good plz post more PLZ!!!!!!!!!

[1212musicislove]

awesomeness!! really good chapter!