Update!

Well my friends, I can add another point on my long list of problems,SI yea
unfortunately I feel as though I will never
fully recover from everything so I had a
plan to commit suicide, now I don't have a
plan anymore but I have very intense
thoughts and they are hard to ignore...Ooooops sorry I accidentally put comedy for category instead of education!!

Category:

Comedy

Tags:

• Anorexia
• Eating
• Disorder
• Self-harm
• SI
• Suicide
• Inpatient
• Purging

[RachelcanRecover]

@Skyscraperxo I'm 13 and I'm 5'6

[Singing4Him4ever]

That really hit me hard when you said you would not be here if it weren't for being admitted. Thank God you were admitted. You did the right thing... proud of you.

[kaitlin500]

Hey Rachel, I'm 18 years old and I am suffering from an ED and depression/self harm really bad...I just got out of hospital 2 days ago for a suicide attempt, but I didn't get IP which is weird for me, because I have been put in for something less severe than that on many occasions :|

Anyway my point is suicide is not the best answer, it's hard believe me I know..But I believe you can get through anything you want...Good luck :)

[Skyscraperxo]

Hey how tall are you rachel and how old?

[rockmeovertherainbow]

Rachel darling your so gorgeous Im so so happy your still here, your here for a reason hun! your so strong and so determined and I know you will recover from this I know you can and wanting to try is the best first step you will ever have to do. Im proud of you:) I know you can do it sweet I have faith in you and i believe in you hun much much love xoxox Courtney

[hecares4usalways]

I am glad that you see suicide is not the answer, many people struggle with these thoughts at difficult points in life, but do not give up, things always get better! You sound very determined to beat your eating disorder and this is great....you verbalize your thoughts very well, keep it up, it helps to be able to know that there are struggles ahead but that you can and you will overcome these things. Think positive Rachel, you are beautiful!

[punkkimono]

I'm so sorry you've had such a rough time. Don't ever give up. You CAN do it. You have a lot of courage and strength.

[aileb]

I'm so glad you are going to try!!! I'm also working on recovery. hugs