Back from the Dead part 1

Loooooong overdue update

Category:

People & Blogs

Tags:

• social
• anxiety
• life
• jury
• duty

[RoleX69]

hey consciousCloud are you self-aware? because there is a chance to overcome anxiety by being aware of your thoughts and observing them and your beliefs that give you anxiety (the core beliefs), if you are patient this is a good thing man you can google: self awareness and anxiety

[ConsciousCloud]

@RoleX69 Yeah, I've actually been reading a really helpful book lately that has been talking about awareness and how to not marginalize your subconscious thoughts and feelings. Not much luck with anxiety yet, but being aware and following the pain to the source has helped me feel better.

[StealthyBob]

I kinda lost the motivation to make videos as well. In regards to jury duty, some people just try to make things up in hopes that the lawyers won't like their answer. Lawyers don't like educated and opinionated people in the jury- they want jurors who will be more easily persuaded. You lost money? You're supposed to get paid for it. The court is supposed to pay you a certain amount for your time and your work makes up the difference- you shouldn't lose any money for jury duty.

[ConsciousCloud]

@StealthyBob Yeah, I figure those ppl were just trying to get out of it. The lawyers seemed to dimiss those who seemed like they had a hard time following the questions or were opinionated or troubled. I took Sun. night from work off so I wouldn't be tired going in Monday. I'm still getting paid for doing jury duty, but I won't get paid from my job for the day I took off since technically those hours I'm working didn't take place during the hours I was attending jury service.

[ChrissyQlikesYOU]

:D Nice to see ya! I'm still in the same place too! Except now i'm seeing councelor and phyciatrist. I REALLY encourage you to see a therapist regularly!

[retrojamaican]

I can't believe it has been a yr since your last video but good to see u back.

[snootylittlecutie]

i would love to meet you. i think you're dreamy and intelligent.

[Loudensll]

Pattaya, Thailand I have known people like yourself go there and comeback like a ladiesman. Check out pattaya walking street in Thailand

[Loudensll]

I have anxiety and the only emotion I feel comfortable conveying to others is anger.... But I am conscious of what situations warrant that kind of response. Maybe you should just up and move to pattaya, Thailand.... If your single that should fix you, and if it doesn't nothing will.

[SupremeAmerican]

@ConsciousCloud i can tell ur a smart guy right off the bat. even through that nervous exterior shell i can see it lol. ur doin good man. i couldnt do jury duty if my life depended on it.

[BeyondCashed]

i'm their with u brotha i have stopped making videos my self, but i got lazy with it....same boat as u, its sad cuz peeps wanna know how we are doing, hows the project/book comin?

[SlimDude91]

i feel bad for you bre. when do you think your social anxiety all started, early childhood, childhood, teen years, when?

[RoleX69]

@ConsciousCloud Yea, it makes it easier when your aware of the things that are going on in the mind, the thoughts and the source yea and maybe try cognitive behavior therapy techniques. The CBT might have some good things. Its tough cause its like figuring out how to fix a twitch in a computer system program, like the body system response. Like we need to be programmers here to fix our system, lol..... Keep trying man and good luck

[iaretehleet]

Arent you your own worst critic?