DYBIG Chapter 24

Everyone at the defense table stood up to leave. I was handcuffed once again. Nick stayed in his seat.
"Come on, Nick." I thought. He blinked, tearing his gaze from his family.
"Oh, okay- right. I'm coming." He rose. I heard him sniff, and quickly wipe away a tear. I loooked away quickly, embarrassed. He stared at his feet as we were led away. Well, I was. He just had to follow me.
I watched the Jonas' murmur quietly to one another.
"Are you okay, Nick?" I thought. He broke out of his trance again.
"Oh- yeah, I'm fine. Umm... It's jsut weird, I guess."
"Yeah." We were silent all the way home. I was led to my cell, where Dee was waiting. She glance up from her book, smiling.
"Hey guys, what's up? How'd it go?"
"Good, it was way shorter than I thought it would be."
(A.N. THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID! Kay, I'm done.)
"Oh yeah, I remember that for mine too." We were silent.
All I could think about was Nick's face whhen he saw his family. It kills me to know it was me who caused the pain rushing through the blood of that entire family- and their fans. I glance over at him now. He sniffs, and I see one ghostly tear drip down his cheek. He noticed me staring and cleared his throat quickly, looking away. I see Dee staring at him sympathetically. He catches her eyem and they share a moment. My chest burns as my heart rips apart. Has he decided that he doesn't trust me anymore? That I am nothing, and being with my forever is just a burden that he is forced to bear?
I don't want that. I want to be friends. Nick & Allie. I know we've only been together for three weeks- but he's my best friend. I need him.
And I forgot to block my thoughts.
Crap. Block.
I know he heard me, but he is ignoring me. I can tell. He didn't even look up at me- didn't even catch my eye to show that he's listening.
Didn't smirk at me, and laugh, showing his teeth, proving that I've said something special and funny. Never again.
And he won't ever laugh at my jokes, even when I'm not trying to be funny. No more teasing me playfully about my bedhead when I wake up in the morning.
And I just can't stand the idea of all of that disappearing, because it would hurt me more than anything has since Leila.
Bcause the truth is....
I realize that I love Nick. I love him like a fish loves to swim in the sea. Like Cinderella loved her Prince Charming, and like Beauty loved the Beast.
I love him like I've never loved anyone before. Nick is my soulmate, and when the stars aligned, they brought us together.
There's only one problem- he hates me now. And it's killing me.
Nick stands up suddenly. He glances over to Dee, and the sun shines through his chocolate-brown hair. He sits down next to her and begins to murmur softly, so I can't hear. What is he ssaying? She's smiling.
He's probably telling her cute, adorable things. Stupid things...
that I want him to say to me.
I hate him.
Okay, no I don't. But I hate what he's doing to me. I NEED him!
I love him.
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I honestly hate this chapter. And I'll probably hate the next one too :(
Question:
What do you guys think of Allie? Just wondering.

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• Jonas
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• fanfic
• fanfiction
• story
• love
• hate
• murder
• Nick
• Joe
• Kevin
• OneTrueMedia

[jonasbrosfan1324]

aww poor allie. she's a sweet girl, who got into a messed up situation. love it! :) post more soon! OH! and im soooo sorry! i havent had the time to make your prosign yet. sorry! ill get 2 it soon! promise!

[PushinMeAwaystory]

haha thankss

[Jules4life1993]

everything is awesome

[irongirlstri]

Awesome chapter!!!!

Uhm...I think Allie needs to be a little more understanding of Nick being mad at her. She DID kill him.

Haha that's wierd to say. Bt other then that she's cool! She kinda sounds like me. Not that I'm cool but like the quietness of her. Haha and I'd never kill Nick. Ever. EVER! Haha

[nickjluver4ever2008]

I think Allie doesn't give herself enough credit, I think she seems like a good person, just kinda trapped. You're series is amazing:) Post soon:)

[skatingjbfan08]

awesome!! :D