Wish Ko Lang - Carlo Cruz w/ Ogie & Regine (Glorietta Blast)

==Fwd: letter from the husband of one of the casualties of the glorietta bombing==


Good day everyone,

I wish I were writing under different circumstances.
I would like to inform you that my wife Leslie Cruz
was part of the casualties in the Glorietta 2 Mall
bombing in Makati City, Philippines. She was supposed
to have a minor out patient surgery at Makati Medical
Center at 230pm.
I had taken a leave from work to accompany her there.
We dropped off our daughter, Amber, at my parents
place in QC to baby-sit at around 10am. We
then proceeded to Makatiand was there at 1230pm. Since she
had been fasting in preparation for her procedure, she
wanted to move around and listen to some music while I
grabbed a bite to eat. We parked at the basement of
Park Square 2, and headed for the Glorietta 2
entrance. We parted at the top of the escalator, she
turned right towards Filbar's while I went left
towards the restaurants. That was the last time I
would see her.
Around 120pm, she had called me so that we can meet at
the Glorietta 2 exit just in time to make her
appointment. As I made my way there from Glorietta 1
through the connecting hallways, and was about to turn
the corner, I heard 2 deep thumps and the shock-wave
from the blast hit me. At that moment my heart dropped
as I knew that the origin of the blast came from the
same place where we were supposed to meet. I tried
getting to where my wife was, but the dust was too
much and it was as if I was staring at a white wall.
I still tried to convince myself that she was able to
make it out, and that after ringing her mobile without
a response only meant that she dropped it in the
confusion. After 6 hours of searching from Makati Med.
to Ospital ng Makati, the blast site, and back again
to MMC - with the help of all the people I could get
hold of, that I was able to get confirmation in what
the state of my wife was.
My Dad and Uncle signaled me in from the ER of MMC. My
Uncle (who's a doctor) asked me to describe Leslie's
appearance to another group of doctors. I saw in the
eyes of one that the description made sense. Instead
of confirming it to me, they huddled together, then
brought me to a small examination room. It was only
through a digital camera that I was able to confirm
(and deny) that she was indeed gone.
I have so many regrets. I should have met her sooner.
I should have ran instead of a brisk walk. I should
have not chose to park where I did. I should have
braved the dust and went in the blast site. I should
have ...
Today's the 4th day. It is still terribly difficult to
breathe, let alone wake up realizing that your source
of strength, your best friend doesn't lie beside you
on your bed. That my deepest worry is when Amber
starts asking for her Mama.
I am glad that Amber's too young to understand the
loss and pain. In time I would like to tell her the
details of how her mother died, but more importantly I
would like to raise her as how her mother lived - a
loving person, strong willed, decisive, caring, and
nurturing. She has always cared for her family and
friends, and sacrfied her career for being a full time
mom and home maker.
As with all couples we had our ups and downs - none of
which I regret not going through. The sweet is never
as sweet without the sour. For almost 4 years of
marriage, we've finally hit our balance in life only
to be taken away in an instant. I have no regrets
about our marriage. She has loved me and Amber beyond
her capacity. I will always love her.
It is my first time to write to egroup as I've lurked
and watched emails being sent to and fro. All I want
now is that for each of the couples here is to cherish
each moment that we spend with our loved ones. Pretty
simple to say, very easy to take for granted.
Thank you all for the prayers. I would still like to
ask you to please include Leslie in them until her
40th day so that the path to God's kingdom is well lit
and she is no longer in the dark.

Sincerely,

Carlo Cruz

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[cherrs1029]

I read their story sa inquirer this morning, and I cried... then, when I got home tonight, my sis told me that regine and ogie were in wish ko lang yesterday and visited the wake of lesli ... hanap ko agad sa youtube ...iyak na naman ako! Regz and Ogie ... treasure your love!!!

[azmami480]

I agree with cherrs1029... Regine and Ogie, treasure your love for each other because you never know when and where it will be taken away from you!!!

[chonaV]

Nakakaiyak. Di ko talaga ma gets ang mga masasamang tao.

[ngalanangelo]

Hoy! Kamag anak ng kaklase ko yun ah!

[reigning227]

....AytSss... hOw saD nman un :-(

[aznpnai4u]

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa naiiyak ako nung kumanta sina ogie and regine sa burol..

[vulizness]

WE PRAY FOR YOU!!

[honeyjam888]

sad...

[chreidxier]

im so sorry mr. cruz for the pain u've suffered just put in ur mind that GOD has a purpose and plan its just a test u must take and dont worry as soon as you know how to let it go u realized na d ka nag iisa, mahal ka ni GOD, crying is the way of letting go kaya mo yan u have to stand up for ur little angel amber im chreidxier from south korea hoping na sana ma ka recover ka sa traumatic experienced mo wmahhhhhhhhhhh

[lynnejacobi]

sya nga ung classmate ko last highschool, C.S.P.B naalala ko noon sa bhy nya kmi nag practice for school project...sorry for u ....so sad ...R.I.P MA. CELESTE DOMIMGO...:( roselyn

[lynnejacobi]

Ask ko lng po, its her real name is MA. CELESTE DOMINGO CRUZ? DOMINGO po b ang middle name nya? kc nung npanood ko i2, nagulat me dhil kmukha sya ng classmate ko nung highschool at kapangalan p nya at nung nkita ko ang pix nya...kamukhang kmukha nya tlga c celeste...kung sya man un, R.I.P sau.:(

[lynnejacobi]

Ask ko lng po, its her real name is MA. CELESTE DOMINGO CRUZ? DOMINGO po b ang surname nya? kc nung npanood ko i2, nagulat me dhil kmukha sya ng classmate ko nung highschool at kapangalan p nya at nung nkita ko ang pix nya...kamukhang kmukha nya tlga c celeste...kung sya man un, R.I.P sau.:(