Joe Jonas // Iris (for janie xojonasbrolover13xo)

First off;; I do realize the production sign in the beginning says "leahcook4907" that is my old YT account and I have yet to get a new one made, I apologize for any confusion.

Secondly;; This video is for Janie and this description will get very personal, if you aren't Janie then you really would have no interest in what I'm about to write so just enjoy the video for what it is and not the meaning behind it (:

Janie;;

Lately it seems like you're not only falling apart as a person you're letting our friendship crumble as well. I won't blame all of this on you because I know it's just as much my fault for not reaching out to you. I love you so very much as my best friend, as my non-blood sister, as everything you are to me. We have some amazing inside jokes and you can always make me laugh, even if you yourself can't smile. It pains me to know that we may never have the friendship we once had, but it hurts even worse to know that this is all falling apart before my eyes.

I don't know why but I naturally opened up to you and you have never judged me. I had faith that I could always tell you everything, but I guess this was one thing too much. I know that what I told you today was rude and out of line but it's how I truly feel. You have been slowly making the best thing of my life one of the worst. It hurts me to know that I am hurting you, I do feel bad. Yet, I don't feel bad enough to undo what I've said, to take back that I ever told him yes, or to regret telling you because this is a large part of who I am.

I think we are at a critical point in our friendship. Not much time is let before school and I believe that both of us will be very busy. We have one month to fix this mess we have found ourselves in or our friendship can never be the same way it was before, we're already probably past the point of no return. I would not want to watch everything we tried so hard to become fade before my eyes. It would be waste of the fights, the tears, the screams, and both of our shattered hearts. I don't want to have all that we fought through to go to waste.

You are an amazing friend when you want to be, and I like to think that I am too.

I love you, and I always will but with the way things are right now.

We won't be talking for much longer.

Category:

Music

Tags:

• Iris
• Goo
• Dolls
• Joe
• Jonas
• Dear
• Maria
• Count
• Me
• In
• All
• Time
• Low

[paulinarz]

thiss is amazing:) love it soo muchh! goodjob;)

[leahraejayx3]

Thank you!

[Kippz214]

it was reeally good! i loved it! thanks so much for posting this, it was really good!

[leahraejayx3]

why thank you for watching, im glad you loved it!

[xojonasbrolover13xo]

ive watched this tons of times.

im crying and shaking.

thank you for the video<3

i love you.

[leahraejayx3]

you're welcome dollface (haha wth)

I love you too (:

[leahraejayx3]

Thanks for watching and commenting!

[xojonasbrolover13xo]

dollface xD dude people said i look like a baby doll when i make my hair all super curly ;D