My Miscarriage Story

**Learning to find strength through my tears**

On Tuesday October 18th I started spotting in the afternoon and went to the ER that night. They couldn't find a heartbeat and checked my cervix it was closed and I was no longer bleeding so they sent me home and said that everything should be fine.

It was confirmed by my OB that our baby no longer had a heartbeat on Wednesday October 19, 2011. I was 9 weeks and 3 days.

Thursday I took my first dose of Cytotec (Misoprotosol) and started bleeding and passing clots that night
Friday morning I took my second dose and passed the fetus that evening.
I DO NOT regret my decision of taking the pills. (I did forget to mention that it gave me painful gas and diarrhea though.)
On Sunday (after taping this) I passed something else huge but I have no idea what it was.
Wednesday 10-26-11 Passed another piece of tissue
Thurday 10-27 bleeding stopped.

Began spotting: 10-18-11Miscarriage confirmed: 10-19-11Took 1st dose of Cytotec: 10-20-11Finished bleeding: 10-27-11Positive OPK: 11-14-11 at 10:00 pmOvulated!: 11-16-11
Got my period:12-1-11

I also forgot to mention that having this miscarriage has made me hug Jayden extra tight. I am SO LUCKY AND BLESSED to have him. It is so easy to forget how much of a blessing each and every child really is. But boy will a miscarriage remind you!!

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[amelie7041]

Your husband is soooo sweet. I am so so sorry for your loss.  I am newly pregnant and very paranoid about attaching myself to this new creation. Can I ask you if they mentioned why it happened? Is 9 weeks considered late to have a miscarriage?

[08jaydensmommy08]

@amelie7041 nope don't know why it happened. Most likely from a chromosomal abnormality. Most miscarriages happen sometime before 12 weeks. But miscarriages and still births can happen at any point in a pregnancy unfortunately.

[08sarahrangel]

I'm sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage my first pregnancy.. I only knew I was pregnant for 1 day before I started spotting & cramping but. The Dr said I was 6-8 weeks along & I passed a lot of clots & looked for the fetus but could never tell between the colts & bleeding. How could you tell it was the fetus?

[08jaydensmommy08]

@08sarahrangel Oh you could totally tell there was no question about it. I was 9.5 weeks. It was the size of a large grape and I could see the shape of the baby and the yolk sack and the teeeny tiiiny umbilical cord. It was just sitting in my underwear...........

[08jaydensmommy08]

@pqstr Because it is therapeutic for me to get it all out there. Most of my friends and family didn't even know I was pregnant yet so I can't talk about it with them.Plus all the love and support from my Youtube friends and subscribers have really helped me in the grieving process. This channel is my video diary and I share the good, the bad, and the ugly. Plus I think this will help others going through the same thing in the future.

[08jaydensmommy08]

@UnclePipweed your trolling has no effect on me sorry you wasted your time.

[MissTwistedCouture]

I'm sorry for your loss. You video actually inspired me to make my miscarriage video. I saw your video while I was still pregnant and after my miscarriage I made a video and just posted it today.

[Commodore5555]

ER doctors can be very cruel. I know from past-experience. I think you should file for a settlement and teach them a lesson. Otherwise, it will happen to the next woman that has your experience. And again and again. It's sad but true. You need to stand-up for yourself and your baby!

[cently1017]

Thank you for sharing

[08jaydensmommy08]

@ThePipweed Maybe your a troll because you have no real friends and have nothing else better to do with your sorry life. Sorry you have no effect on me.Nice try though.

[monique5714335]

Im so sorry for ur loss. I went throough a similer situation a few weeks ago, although they never saw a baby, They said I had a blighten ovem, where the sac develops but no baby. I also took the medicene an everything went well with some carmping and lots of bleeding . I know I will have a healthy baby eventualy. All the best to u and ur family hugs and kisses xoxo

[xmineyx21]

She's not ugly at all she is very beautiful. People make bad comments because they feel like shit themselves so they take them out on pretty people.

[tmarie071]

I'm very sorry.

[Inquisit0r1]

@UnclePipweed You are very stupid asshole