Back To December - Jemi OneShot

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I wish I could go back to December. Why? Because he was in my life. Joe and I had been dating for 3 years and he proposed to me on December 24th. I said no. I told him I couldn't marry him, I told him I wasn't ready. He said it was fine but I knew in my head that I would always feel guilty for not saying yes to him so I broke up with him on Christmas ever. It turned out to be the worst Christmas ever. Now I regret everything and its only been a few months. If I could rewind I would say yes to him, I didn't think I was ready but I would marry him a thousand times than have to feel what im feeling right now. I grab my coffee as the Starbucks employee handed it to me
"Thank you" I say to her and I turn around to walk to a seat when I see him in front of me
"Demi" he whispers but I hear it
"Im sorry" I tell him and walk to my table. That sorry was not for bumping to him or for ever seeing him but it was for everything, even though he may not know it. I take a sip of my coffee. He looks over at me before walking over to me
"Its not fair for you to sit alone" he tells me
"Im fine"
"I never wanted anything to change between us"
"But it did Joe"
"I know"
"Please don't ever think that I didn't love you"
"I knew that you did"
"Im glad you did"
"You were just scared. I knew that"
"Scared?"
"Of marrying me"
"I wasn't scared Joe, I wasn't ready"
"Are you telling me you are now?"
"I don't know. If I could go back, if I could rewind back to that day I would have said yes because I know what its like to lose you, to lose someone you love so much."
"hurts doesn't it?"
"So much"

~2 weeks Later~

Me and Joe had started to hang out again, nothing was coming out of it but honestly I was just glad to have him back in my life again. Today were having dinner with both our families. This was the first time we had done this since our first year anniversary so I am really nervous.
"There's nothing to be nervous about" Joe tells me. We are on the beach just walking along it, he always knew what I was thinking about
"I know"
"So why so nervous?"
"Its just been a long time you know? We havent spent time together with both our families since-"
"our first year anniversary"
"Yeah"
"Nothings changed Dems"
"Of course it has"
"In reality it has but in my heart it hasn't"
"Joe"
"don't make it the same as that night Dems, if you love me you'll get back with me"
"I guess wishes do come true"
"What do you mean?"
"I wish I could go back to December, it may not be December but I have you back" I lean into him and kiss him
"I love you Demi"
"I love you too Joe"
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[FancyGirl97xx1]

Aw that was so cutee (:

Will you only write oneshots then?

[CelebOneShots]

@FancyGirl97xx1 Yes i plan to only write oneshots

[katahra1]

aw adorable!

[lindamalone95]

That was sooooo cute! :D

[TheVivystars]

Aww.. Cute :D

[AlwaysJemi]

Amazing