feeling lonely

Such a lonely day...
And it's mine.
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So yea... that's how i was feeling yesterday when i made this vid. It's very short and simple, but i think it captures the emotion more.
This music is really good it really gives you this lonely vibe, only in a positive way, it's beautiful.

I chose Effy cause, well i was really feeling like shit&didn't know why, i did fun stuff in the afternoon with my friends and it was fun and all, but when i got home i just felt empty, it's probabely hormones, i think everyone knows what i'm talking about.
So Effy is like, well part of her is me and another part is more of the person i want to be.
I'm lonely like her and pretty quiet and i can enjoy myself + i love being around others but i never seem to be completely happy. I'm emotional, but i never really show it, i'm also kind of a strong person, i can be brave when i have to. Also i like experimentating (though she's gone further than me, it's a show it's exaggerated. We also kinda share the same style, though mine is a bit more normal than hers.
Though i would like to be more badass like her, she doesn't really seem to give a fuck about anything sometimes, she just does whatever she wants. Plus sometimes i should keep my mouth shut, i just tend to say stupid things. Remember Eff back when she didn't speak?

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Song: Lonely day
Artist: System of a down
Character: Elizabeth (Effy) Stonem
Show: Skins

Category:

Film & Animation

Tags:

• effy
• skins
• lonelyness
• alone
• sad
• emotional
• tony
• michelle
• freddy
• cook
• manic
• depressive