In school, I excelled. I was on the honor roll, the principal's honor roll. I was an overachiever. I ran track. I ran for student body president.
I wrote a book on drugs and it's effects and I won a young author award.
G.G. would start to take me or my little friends to rollarskating or to the mall. He was like a father-figure.
G.G. was there ... sometimes. And he would talk to me and take me out and give me all of these lavish gifts or do all these things for me. And he would tell me "sex wise, you don't know need to give it up for free." He would try and put in my head all of these different things and how men really think and how men are. So, I would believe him.
He had sex with me when I was 13 and um, he's a very ... he uses his "manhood" to hurt ... like break you in, I guess.
G.G.'s hours were from 6pm to about 5:30 or 6 in the morning. The girls would bring their money and give it to him. He was like married to all of us, I guess... This is just how they do.
Everything, everything was his.
The judge sat up there and I remember my lawyer saying that he wanted to ask for me to be sentenced as a juvenile since YA (Youth Authority) had found me immunable and susceptible to the treatment. Um, but the judge said that because of my crime, that it was well-thought out, I deserved life without...
That means, I'm going to die here.
I definitely know I deserve punishment. I mean, you don't just take someone's life and think it's okay.
So yes, I definitely deserve punishment. How much? I don't know. Everyday is something that is not going to ever go away.
I'm very sorry to take his life like that.
I've always tried to educate myself though... in far as reading books and things like that. I didn't think I could excel. Who wants to excel in prison? I mean, be all you can be is not much.
My guess is my little heart would tell me that I was worth more.
My judge had told me I lacked moral scruples and I understand that. I had no clue what morals were and no clue what scruples meant. So I had to find that in the dictionary and put the two together. So "integrity" and "honesty" and all of these things i needed to learn. I went ahead and started to build this.
At a parole building, I would want to tell them that first of all, I have learned what moral scruples are. Second, everyday is a challenge and i realize that i found an ability to believe in myself and i have a lot of good to offer.
Now, the person i am today, at 29, I believe I could set a positive example.
I'm very determined to show that no matter what you've done or what you've come from or what you've experienced in life, it's up to you to change.
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I think she was already mental.. but you're right. life sentence for her was too harsh. She is clearly not a threat to herself or anyone else..just to the man that abused her for years...and he's long gone.
She wasnt working for GG at the time of his murder. In fact she moved in the house of GGs rival, a drug dealer a week before his murder.Planned along with Sara GGs murder. According to the prosecution.
how was this case not appealed? that judge needs to be removed from the bench and those lawyers need to be disbarred! Her case was very open and shut, she was emotionally wrecked completely by an old ass pervert raping her and forcing her to have sex with other men for money. He deserved to die, not nearly as nicely as he did.
how was that in cold blood? He raped her at 13 and was using her as a sex slave until she killed him because obviously that was the only way out for her. in that lifestyle it is kill or be killed. listen to your pimp or suffer the consequences.
She agreed to go to the movies with her pimp and shot him in the neck in cold blood. And stole $1,500 and his Jaguar. I remember a 17 old offender was executed for a similar crime. Very cold but, I still think her sentence is way too harsh.
Prosecutors argued at trial that Howard no longer employed Kruzan at the time of the killing, and that a week earlier, she had moved into the Rubidoux home of one of Howards rivals — a drug dealer who put her up to robbing and shooting him. On March 10, 1994, Kruzan agreed to go to the movies with the 36-year-o
Every murder crime is wrong but not every murder crime is planned out..I just feel sorry for her. It just sucks the guy had to die... she should have picked another way to end it u know?
I also think the Lawyer didn't do their job right? Its just sad. I don't even know what to say. U know. It's just sad that she had lived that life on the streets and ends up in jail for life.
I think it really sucks that this happened. I just wished that the judge would really look at this as a survival. I know that killing someone is wrong right, but there's so many ppl in her situation do not get that life without parole is just crazy how she gets this punishment and those who are in the same situation like hers, don't? I just don't think it's fair.
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I also think the Lawyer didn't do their job right? Its just sad. I don't even know what to say. U know. It's just sad that she had lived that life on the streets and ends up in jail for life.