I'm sorry this is late. Every night I wanted
to post, I was just so tired or didn't have
time. But here it is!
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I picked up my phone and sent him a text.
It's been a few days since we've hung out
together.
-Hey baby. Want to come over? I miss you.-
I sent my text and waited for his reply.
Five minutes later, - Can't busy. Sorry.-
My heart sank as I read his message. No,
"I miss you, or I love you." He's been busy
lately, a lot. He never wants to be around
me as much as when we first started dating.
Did I do something wrong?
I decided to walk down to the beach to clear
my head. So much ran through my mind as I
was heading down,
What did I do? Am I bothering him? Too clingy?
Does he not love me anymore? Am I just there?
The last two questions hurt to even think about.
I mean, he does love me right? Nick loves me.
I just have to stop being apprehensive about things.
I read into signs and body language too much, it's
sort of a talent.
I arrived at the beach, but I stopped in my tracks.
Before I even made it to our spot.
He was there, and with, uhm with some other girl.
My breathing became uneven and my vision
began to blur from the forming tears.
My heart broke when he leaned in and kissed
her. I couldn't breathe right, I couldn't see,
I let out a scream before I hit the ground and
everything turned black.
White walls, nasty smells, hospital gowns,
Yuck. I looked to my right to see him in a
chair looking guilty.
"Nick," I spoke up, my voice hoarse. " I-i
can't believe you. It-it's over." I said in a
whisper as tears took over.
He nodded. He didn't fight back, he nodded
kissed my cheek and left. My heart shattered
even more.
They say if you love someone let them go,
so I did, Maybe he'll come back, maybe he
won't.
What did he do to my heart? Nick broke it
into millions of pieces. In all, I lost my first
love and everything he meant to me.
Nicholas Jerry Jonas....
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There yu go. I hoped yu enjoyed it. :)
Commet?
-Amber
Aw! That so sad, I wish I could just
Jump in there and give Nick a piece
Of my mind.
ASHLYR60 2 years ago
@ASHLYR60 haha well if yu let me in yur story then maybe yu can :]
MrsJonasCraved 2 years ago