Blood Lust (Jemi forbiden love)Episode 1 Season 3

(Demi's POV)

Summer is over, all at which I spent with agony and depression. I still couldn't believe that he was gone forever. My summer was probably the worst in the whole universe. I wouldn't stop crying. I barely ate that much. I've wasted about 5 large garbage cans of tissues. I can't see anything else but his face. I lay down on the dark grass in despair. It was about 12 midnight. I do this every night, go to this wretched park and look up at the stars, hopeful that one of them is him. I have never quite thought I'd lose him this way, the worst of all ways, death.. It gives me torture just to think of it.

The grass was damp and soft. My hands laied folded ontop of my stomach. I could only remember his families reaction.. It was so unexpected to them. His mother suffered a great deal, along with his brothers, his father knew he was going to do it but, if by a chance he thought that by thinking of his family Joe might have not done it. But that morning he felt it, Joe was gone. His family tried to comfort me, as much asI tried to comfort his mother and brothers his father only stayed in his office in pure depression of losing his most loved son.

I look at the stars but my vision is interupted by a set of eyes, there depth was endless, nothing has ever been so beautiful before they sparkled. But then I realized Iit was his face that blocked my vision. I couldn't stop thinking about him and this frustrated me. I know I said I wasn't mad at him, that I understood. But was it so wrong to feel angry? Angry because I'll never be able to see him again. And because everything I seem to see just comes back to him!

When I looked in the mirror this morning I thought I saw him, but when I turned around, to my dissapointment, it was only my imagination again.

Why couldn't I move on? Do the thing he requested me to do?

Why does it have to be so hard?! I curled up into a ball and the tears started again. I don't know how I'm going to survive this year..

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[kimieyamane123]

loved it please make the next one soon great job

[joenelisxoxo]

next ep is already up!!

[joenelisxoxo]

lol

[jonaskt24]

plz tell me that he's goona come back i'm about to watch s3 plz make him come back

[ChillaxinBananas97]

im crying and this should be a book...maybe you wrte this in your journal and send it to like a place where they print books and stuff...you never know it might be discovered and you could have a lot of money.

[bnicoleluvslife123]

i luv it

[zacandvanessafan771]

@missidc97 i know me 2

[zacandvanessafan771]

im crying i never cry reading a story

[missidc97]

I can't believe i'm actually crying

[JemiNelenaSuport1224]

WHY ARE U DOING THIS STOP MAKING ME CRY BAHHAA ;(

[MusicGalRose]

aw.

[CosmicDreamer1]

thats so sad, I'M CRYING AGAIN! WOAH...this was amazing...

[LiokosTunes]

omg. this reminds me of my bf in scotland...some of you may know tha scotlands is very brutal..and he comes home late sometimes, and i cry, thinking hes gone or dead, and cant picture my life without him, he means the worl to m, if he died..i would die too....omfg..im crying now just thinking about how muchit would kill me to never see his face gain, or hear his voice :''''((((((((((8((((8

[Denise123ify]

im so depressed *sniff* u put that sad song on that makes it even sadder *tears* im crying terribly *tears* u should have seen me on the last one i cried harder than i am now

[Jemi4thewin]

oh no you put the only song that always make me cry!!!! great story *starts crying again* i need someone to hug :'( ill bring my teddy bear hehe sniffs*

[missjemiwriter]

i dont understand he died yes but y????? i dont make sense 2 me!!

[666OJDgirl]

i cried and cried on the last season, u are soo talented at this, amazing, this should be a book, this story got me through a break up lol i just couldnt stop reading it, i love you for writing this! <3 x (:

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[demilovatolover1993]

i never read the trailer for season 3 i want to be surprised what evers gonna happen joe come back.....please :(

[juliafoxhill]

first a sad part thern a sad song. thaks, thaks alot for making me cry. i havent cryed in three years. now i'm crying.

[poniesr4eva]

i'm crying my eyes out from season 2 ending . . . *sob* great *sob* story *sob*

[jossely02]

:==( THATS WHAT IM DOING NOW!! SO SAD~

[JonasGrl1hd]

im crying sooooo hard!!!! btw wats the first song called

[tatianaoz]

omg! i can't stop crying...

dis story iz so sad..(

[Meggysh]

i cryed :(

i know its just a story but this one is so touching

they were meant to be

i want him back :(

[Oangel908]

what r the songs called and i LOVE YOUR STORYS!

[Clearmiley21]

i'm still bawling from the last eppy. :((

[VanessaRose88]

ohmygosh so saddd!

[MzFabulouz92]

A tear just fell down my cheek.... haha i am drastic love with this season so far :]

-3r!k@