@jameskenly i am 19 and was just diagnosed with BPD a week ago. I have always had little signs, but like most children it was thought to be just adolescent tempers.
I was a Natural Charismatic Leader and i found disorder in army..... Its about me strange to explain, because i feel it sometimes natural to be like that but sometimes, i dont why, i dont have the power i had few years ago, you know, the sparks around me, nothink can touch me, nothink can bother me at high level.
I used to feel like you do. I was diagnosed with BPD. I have tried suicide several times, have the outside scars; mostly the inside scars. I found God in my life. It has changed my life. I still struggle, but I don't think of kiling myself anymore. Im not addicted to drugs anymore, and have been married for 17 years with three children. Don't give up!
@Seizre Bpd can be diagnosed younger then 18yrs according to information i got from my phyciatrist, however i do feel that it should be 18+ due to it's imense compleity's though i stand corrected if i am wrong.
I tried to kill myself, until I died of heart attack, experienced death and came back to life.
Now I don't see any reason to kill myself anymore.. But I don't really see a reason to live either.
LetoZeth 2 weeks ago
BPD fellows, you should come and talk and share experiences with us other sufferers at mom (mapofmates . com) :)
illflywithyounow 1 month ago
@jameskenly i am 19 and was just diagnosed with BPD a week ago. I have always had little signs, but like most children it was thought to be just adolescent tempers.
xsarabearx1 3 months ago
I was a Natural Charismatic Leader and i found disorder in army..... Its about me strange to explain, because i feel it sometimes natural to be like that but sometimes, i dont why, i dont have the power i had few years ago, you know, the sparks around me, nothink can touch me, nothink can bother me at high level.
zerman90 4 months ago
I always feel like this but I've never been diagnosed
s16penser 4 months ago
Do you people realize what you do to the people who love you? Of course you don't, it's all about you!
sixisreal 4 months ago
i have dihss too && im also bipolar , i kuttt kuhz i prefer physical pain dahn emotional pain -||3 i understand waht yuu all are going thru!
mamashsuxx 4 months ago
i have this ... i feel gray all the time ... like theres no life for me to live .. i cut to know im alive still </3
pain2797 6 months ago
I used to feel like you do. I was diagnosed with BPD. I have tried suicide several times, have the outside scars; mostly the inside scars. I found God in my life. It has changed my life. I still struggle, but I don't think of kiling myself anymore. Im not addicted to drugs anymore, and have been married for 17 years with three children. Don't give up!
monique62801 8 months ago
@Seizre Bpd can be diagnosed younger then 18yrs according to information i got from my phyciatrist, however i do feel that it should be 18+ due to it's imense compleity's though i stand corrected if i am wrong.
jameskenly 9 months ago