Lilitu - Unwill

Song nr 4 from "Memorial" by Lilitu.

Lyrics:
I've tried to find myself, but I can't
To find some peace of mind or what's left
Life seems so meaningless
Sometimes, I just want to give in

As the sorrow calls my name
She comforts me and leaves the scar of pain
and tells me everything will be alright
But I know damn well, that's a lie

Take this day
No different than the others
But I know I cannot stay
Far and away
I'll try not to remember
Still, I remember everything

I am Unwilling, I am unable
I see no hope at all
With all I've given
I can not carry on

Is this forever?
A foul endeavor
Or a veil which I've disclosed

Will things get better?
In pieces, shattered
Within the lonely corners that the shadows know

I taste of tragedy and divine
Sweet pathetic comedy
And in time you'll get the best of me
and my mind but it's so insignificant

It's now or never
No need for reverence
I've paid my debts in full

Things will not get better
I am in pieces, shattered
Slipping into the darkest corner of my mind

Just let me go
Escape from reality
Please don't remember me
I am not worthy of a memory

Category:

Music

Tags:

• lilitu
• unwill
• memorial

[ForwardN2Unknown]

Er, not exactky a cheerful song, is it?

[asafson]

I am Unwilling, I am unable

I see no hope at all

With all I've given

I can not carry on

Best song ever!

[erockdropout]

this one moves me to tears

[iluvceb]

@erockdropout I no longer date his daughter...but last i saw him hes doing good. Got a wonderful gf and happily living in CA. And im not exactly sure but i do remeber him mentiong a country/bluegrass type thing

[erockdropout]

@iluvceb how is derek? did he get the outlaw country thing going? tell him erock said hey.

[iluvceb]

This whole album is EPIC. i wish that Derek and company could've made it big with this band...

[iluvceb]

@gizzmomo no. i personally know the singer. its not. trust me.

[FioriDiSangue]

@gizzmomo No, I don't think so.

[daylightghost2009]

@asafson actually is "with all i've give, i have the same old"... find it a quite strong sentence.

[gizzmomo]

is this band satanic?

[UltimateCyborg]

Well you can get the cd and rip it yourself or download it. If you choose to download it do it at your own discretion.