Bulimia; wish i was anorexic instead..

Just some collective thoughts of mine and how i have been doing lately:)

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[disorderedobsession]

I know what you mean, and can relate to almost everything!

[lilmover]

@disorderedobsession huggles! xxx

[littlenatnatz101]

Hey, hang on - is that Ludivico Einaudi playing in the background? My goodness I LOVE YOU, he is such an amazing pianist, i listen to him allll the time.

Anyway - I know what you mean, well, ok i don't, but i can sympathize and understand. I'm glad i have anorexia over bulima, if i really had to have one (obviously i wish that in a perfect world I didn't have any sorta ED), because of having the weight with mia and not with ana. But ana is still crappy nonetheless... *sigh*

[lilmover]

@littlenatnatz101 OMG he is definitely one of my favourite ! i sometimes send myself to sleep with him playing in my earphones! Thank you for sympathising! i do think that any ED is a crap one to have and i don't deny that ana is just as hard - but personally from a 'self control' point of view i'd have preferred it! Hope you are ell, thanks for watching/supporting an SORRY it took so long to reply haha! <3 <3 *love*

[menaroma]

I know this video is over a year old, but I just want you to know you are absolutely stunningly gorgeous. I am 13 years old and struggle on and off with anorexia. The one thought that propels me to stop trying to lose weight is the thought of how I want to be able to give birth to a healthy baby when I am older. Please, please do not give up. I am being brutally honest- you are probably the most gorgeous and pretty and beautiful girl I have ever seen. You are also absolutely beautiful inside. xx

[lilmover]

@menaroma Hello dea! im really sorry that i have not replied to this wonderfully sweet message before now! sometimes comments get past me! Thank you so much for your very warm words! you are just lovely! how are you doing now? I do hope that your vision of what you want for the future and healthy children has kept you going - we truly deserve it - all my love xxxx

[1WillNeva43]

Ya! I Wish I Also Had Anorexia Instead Of Bulimia, at Least ID look Thin ^^

[AmandaDestinie]

You're so beautiful stay strong.

[vic1vicious]

I totally have that cat teddy. It smells awful when u heat it up hahaha. 

[blackcat88able]

@Nietzsche. That was MY opinion i never said anorexcia is not deadly aswell, I just honestly think it would because it is annoying as hell to eat then purge 24/7 when deep down inside you don't want to.. I did not mean to offend you if i did.

[Nietzsche81]

@BeautifulBlondie1433 The same as my 8 year old son...if that puts things in perspective :( I hope you find the strength to go through treatment.

[Nietzsche81]

@blackcat88able Are you kidding me? Why does it always come down to an "ana" vs "mia" debate? BOTH can kill and BOTH destroy your life. The weight and eating is a symptom...not the disease. I have had anorexia for 18 years now....over half my life. I have never had bulimia, but i doubt either is easier to deal with. I don't know how one is "better" then the other. At the core the issues that initiated either disease are similar, if not the same.

[AlicexEldridge]

OMIGOSH I KNOW! i eat like an anorexic if i have a sore throat or somethin, but i purge dinner my mom makes every night

[jammieapple]

Hiaa x Just 2 let you know,I can understand that you would do anything 2 get control back in2 ur life when it comes to food, but anorexics dont have control either.....We don't 'chose' not 2 eat food.We want food!We want 2 eat! Starvin urself isnt fun,and it defintly isnt a choice.When we r @ our illest,we have no control,our eating disorder does.And most anorexics go thro a time when they binge/purge or just binge aswell,so if u wr anorexic,u wold proberly still hav 2 face te binge/purge cycle.