After being heartbroken I met this girl who gave me the wonderfull feeling of being in love. She made me fill in mine blanc future, and I filled hers.. There were over a 1000 reasons why we should be together, but just one seemed enough to make it impossible.. People say that love has no bouderies, well it did this time.. Being in different countries made it hard. She was to scared to come over. I thought about leaving myself, but I had to much responsebilities here.
The song is my story, I just hope she sees it.. There is a theory that all the people on the internet are connected with eachother in just 6 hopps. So please, send this link to your friends, hopefully it will reach her.. We don't have any contact any more because we thought it would be for the best, but I just want her to hear what I have to say..
Ps: I'm not an artist or rapper, just had good friends who helped me out en pushed me to do this. So if you think you can perform my song better (non-profit), please be my guest, here are the lyrics:
[Verse 1]
See, I've loved before, I just hoped you would be the last,
Leaving all the others far back in the past
Never thought I'd feel like this one and a half year ago,
Never thought losing you could ever hurt me so
Build up a wall, always kept up my guard,
Not knowing that you would be the one to pierce through my heart
Going crazy, looking at a blanc future once again,
Trying to figure out with who and when
Dreaming about you as the mother of our kids,
Trying not to hope as I think about these things
Asking you to come to me, but hearing that you won't
Decided to take a step back, thinking do's and don'ts.
Afraid of dissapointing, descisions gotta be made
Afraid of hurting you and putting our friendship at stake
[Chorus]
Thought about leaving everything behind
Thought about starting a new life
Trusting myself in some elses hands
How can I go on I don't understand
This is what is what you do to me (2x)
[Verse 2]
In my mind I woke up next to you at least a hundred times,
Praying and hoping you'd see the same signs.
Both thinking we should be together,
Sharing a life in any kind of weather
Saying I would be yours and you would be mine,
Whatever happens, you'll always be my sunshine..
Hearing your voice over the phone,
Complaining you got a tailback after you left home,
Memories about sharing a cheesecake,
Telling me it was a bad idea and a stupid mistake.
Blaming me and yourself how it had come so far,
Just hope I could convince you at the end of this bar
Fell in love with your eyes, hair and amazing smile,
[get over it], but it's gonna take a while
[chorus]
[Verse 3]
Offering me safety and support like you did to the prophet,
Have to let go, but we still being there like we promissed
Asking me about the moment when we meet again
Don't know if you should look at me as a lover or a friend
Slept with many gorgeous cause i felt i needed to
But the only one I wanna wake up next to girl is you
Driving together to find a quiet place near the lake
Spark flew so fantastic [can't tell real from fake]
Feeling your hand in mine as we walk down the peer
Trusting me as we go holding me without any fear
Turned my world upside down with just a single kiss
From dusk till PM Dawn, setting a drift on memory bliss
Both angry cause the whole thing don't seem fair
Disapointed in myself cause I couldn't show how much i care..
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just want you to know (The O.C.)by sitpopo137,047 views
wow bravo
spatero 3 years ago
Dope dope dope!!
Nice job Lola.
Props to everybody on there
DollaEyes 3 years ago
klasse gozer!!!
talipkarakoc 3 years ago
Dope Chica!!!
Dope track!!!
Props!!!
Waiting for more to come!
wolteriswolter 3 years ago
Een ster is geboren! You've got my vote ;)
adekka 3 years ago
Great song, has a nice beat! keep up the good work!
aseelzade 3 years ago
heel gaaf ! =D
valolintu 3 years ago
verry nice dude! ;)
alexkravmaga 3 years ago
nice song.. nice beat.. chilll.. Keep up the good work!
globalwebshop 3 years ago
This is so sweet O.C. :)
jungleparty 3 years ago