Impossible- 6

Impossible- 6

(Nick's POV)

I sat here at the bar and ordered drink after drink. I couldn't tell you how long I've been here, but I felt horrible. The day I got Selena kept replaying in my head. I couldn't shake the memory.

The way here eyes lit up when she saw me. She had the most beautiful smile. I can remember the way her lips felt when she last kissed me. I remember the way her skin felt so soft and smooth. I could still smell the sweet perfume she wore.

I was definitely stupid for fucking up what was so perfect. She got pregnant and I just got scared. I didn't know what to do. I wasn't sure if I was ready to be a father or not.

I don't even know why I had a thing with Miley. How stupid could I have been?

Now, I won't even get the chance to see my beautiful baby girl or boy be born.

The thought of Selena being gone killed me inside. Maybe I should have thought of that before I done something so stupid.

The next morning I woke up on my couch with a huge hangover. I put my hands to my face and ran them through my hair.

I smelt food and got up to see Demi.

"Demi?" I asked confused.

She barely smiled. "Good morning sleepy head."

I got up and went to my bedroom. I saw an envelope with my name on it. I ran my thumb over the handwriting.

I opened the envelope and saw some pictures and the letter.

Dear Nick,
Obviously you're realized I'm not here. I asked Demi to look after you. I thought that maybe if you did feel bad for what you did, someone would be there. She's the only one who knows where I am. I love you. I know about Miley. Demi told me because she's just doing the sisterly thing. So don't be mad. I want you to pick out a girl and boys name. Tell Demi and she will tell me. Take you're time, I still got about seven months. I'll be back one day. Our child will be here too. So go be happy with Miley if that makes you happy. The photos are just to let you remember me. I love you.
Selena.

I shook my head and tried slapping myself.

I just wanted this all to be a bad dream. Unfortunately, it just wasn't. I wasn't sure what I wanted anymore now that my heart left with the only thing that mattered to me.

Be happy with Miley. I seen those words in my head and know I had made a mistake.

I'm just too late to realize that, because I don't have any idea where she is.

What seemed impossible, just happened. I never thought I'd lose her.

I grabbed my guitar.

I tuned it, and started playing a song.

"With the whisper of dawn I am chained to a memory, and the silence of the morning wraps my heart in a blanket of used to be's. I know your over me. I walk to the window, slip on my lonely shoes. I put on some coffee so I can keep on wishing' I was over you, but I'm not over you. My heart is heavy it's a weight on my shoulder, and everyday it's getting' colder and colder. Just like a rose that dies, it never blooms again. Never gonna get to know, I'll never know what might've been, and like a season that's been taken by the wind. You're gone, gone like the leaves of September. Now I look in the mirror and a broken man is all I see. I wash my face but I can't seem to wash away these broken dreams. It's all I do it seems. Well I, miss your voice and I miss your sweet laugh. Can't stop thinking that forever's what we could've had, but that's what we'll never have. I tell myself that it's over, it's over, and every time I do it's just getting colder and colder. Just like a rose that dies, it never blooms again. Never gonna get to know, I'll never know what might've been, and like a season that's been taken by the wind. You're gone, gone like the leaves of September. Just like a rose that dies, it never blooms again. Never gonna get to know, I'll never know what might've been, and like a season that's been taken by the wind. Just like a rose that dies, it never blooms again. Never gonna get to know, I'll never know what might've been, and like a season that's been taken by the wind. You're gone, gone like the leaves of September." I sang as I felt the hot tears fall from my eyes.

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[NelenaStories96]

I feel sorry for him, and I shouldnt. x( He cheated and I shouldnt feel sorry for him but I dooo! Ughh.

[tina24tinker1]

awww poor nicck!!! i feel srry for him now

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