sometimes i get lost

..and scared..

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• dissociation
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• eating
• disorder
• anorexia

[flinder]

The problem is nobody can fix you but yourself, that's why nothing you've tried has worked. I came to hate and be paranoid of doctors because it seemed they only made me worse. I did the meds and therapists and suffered for years and nothing helped because I wasn't ready to be helped. Basically I had to hit bottom for my lightbulb moment to happen and now I'm getting better. Just keep hanging on.

[justagurl23]

yeah..i dunno..i hit rock bottom quite a lot. would have figured if that would have 'woken me up', it would have a long time ago. just takes longer for my brain i guess..i think it's missing some pieces.

[WideGauge]

All these years and you haven't identified the root of your issues? =(

I'm praying for you Ashley.

You'll be ok, "normal" is overrated. ;)

[justagurl23]

i KNOW the root of my issues. i don't mean normal as in NORMAL. i mean normal as in, not horrible, unpredictable mood swings or anxiety..or intrusive thoughts..or whatever else that tortures me.

[gothicvixen1313]

Wow,,,,it really seems like I'm listening to myself....I also feel alone no matter how many people are attempting to help me,,,,and anything anyone says doesn't really do any bit of good. I'm going through alot of very upsetting and tragic events in my life and sometimes I'd like to just drive off a cliff....and like my life feels like a broken record....but for whatever reason I'm still here....but yeahhh...life...really is annoying when most of the things you care about end up going away..idk

[Fieldhouse12]

I can probably put it in words; you're broken, misunderstood, and craving to be the opposite of both.

[BoyishlyCuteBritYank]

sometimes talking about it makes it better. Its better to talk than to hold it in, otherwise, you carry it with you for more years to come. My gma had allota stress with her, never talked about it and from age 40 to now, 83, looked the same. Age 40 and looked TWICE her age. I love my gma, but man-o-man, she looked like hell.

[bobby81001]

knock that shit off, you are beautiful,,somebody should be holding you. go out, get on line, find someone, believe me, you need someone. stop thinking, stop analyzing, stop all that crap. rent funny videos, laugh. you are feeding all of you fears and problems by taling about them. your fine, look at you. it sucks that you dont see how beautiful you are.

[trivialpursuit5]

Is it about help or is it about escaping(sorry for the obvious)?Where are all the lucky people,the ones with clear heads?What is it that we're looking for, what emmotions are right,what thoughts, what actions,what rewards?I understand the circles, I've traveled the world.I don't know what I want,just not to hurt?But I think if we had the energy,a certainty, then the symptoms would fade away.But what can give you that?What is self?I wish I could make all your pain go away=)

[SiHasMyHeart]

Stay strong...

[xXParadoXx]

obviously she hasnt been listening at all to what you have to say, dont bother deleting, just let people see how ignorant some people can be. I know you're trying and so does anyone else who is paying attention.

[deadweight92]

I'm so sorry that everything feels so tough right now for you! It can get so frustrating to feel like no one understands! (And I know how people don't actually have EDs just DON'T get it.) I hope you continue to reach out and find the support that you need. This fight is not hopeless. Recovery can exist- don't ever forget that, even in the darkest moments.