"No, No!! Not Again!! Im Sorry Dad, Im Sorry!!!" I screamed as my Father chased me throughout the house with a bat in his hands.
"I didnt mean too, Im sorry!!! Please dont hurt me, It wont happen again!" I screamed from behind my closed bedroom door, I tried to find my lock so I can lock my door and escape, But it was not on my door anymore, where is it?! I screamed in my head. No!! He took it!!! My tears started coming faster and faster out of my eyes and down my cheeks, and onto my sweating hands trying to keep the door closed by pushing the handle, and not letting it turn, So maybe I had a chance of not getting hit by that metal bat, covered, in blood, and not just only mine, My now dead Mothers too.
" You Whore! Your are a half hour late, You were probably Fucking some Dickhead Asshole who only wants you because, he lost a bet with his friends!!" He said like a psycho, His words cut like a knife, and I would know what that feels like.
" No! I was running as fast as I could, I was at Zoes house and her parents couldnt drive me home. Sorry!"
Tears coming even faster now.
"Notice anything different about your door?" He said Knowing that he took the lock off and that by now I should know about it.
"Yes, I see my lock is gone." I said worried, and losing strength from holding on the door so long, and pushing, trying to keep the killer out, literary, the killer.
"Here I come sweetie." The word 'come' and the word 'sweetie' bring back to many times that he raped me, and it brought back fear. With that sentence he pushed the door wide opened and pushed me against a wall, or should I say slammed me against the wall.
"Dad, What are you going to do to me?" I said in complete fear, As I sat there in a huge amount of pain.
"Oh Sweetie, Youll see, Youll see." He put on a fake smile and came towards me. He then grabbed me and put me on his shoulders and carried me out of my room and into his room, and threw me on the bed, and I mean threw me, we were at least five feet away and he just chucked me, I guess its easy Im not that heavy since he never feeds me and wont pay for me to eat at school. I only get to eat once a week and even then its not enough he just gives me one plate did I mention the plate is so small that an ant would think its small! I only weight 84 pounds and for a tenth grader thats not good, not good at all. He left? Oh no! Hes coming back! I heard footsteps coming down the hall, then there at the doorway was him. He has the bat! No!!
"NO!!" I screamed as I knew what was going to happen next.
He came closer to me, and pulled from behind his back rope, rope he would use to tie me up with, closer, and closer he got. He then threw the bat on the floor. My eyes followed the bat to the floor and it hit the floor with a clunk, while I was watching the bat he got closer, and then I came back into reality he was next to me and had one of my arms already tied to the bed post, and was working on the other arm now, he then tied my legs to the foot of the bed, while I struggled and kicked.
"Now you know when you kick, Ill beat you harder." He said without feeling sorry for doing this to me for years, and when I mean years, I mean since I was four! Thats lets see eleven years of rape and abuse! I lost my virginity at the age of seven! SEVEN!!! Do you know how bad that hurt? A lot ok!!
"Dad," I gulped "Can you please not rape me tonight?" I smiled an innocent smile to look cute. He glared at me.
"Its not fucking rape!! Say it again I dare you.." He narrowed his eyes at mine.
THATS CHAPTER ONE THANKS FOR READING AND PLZ SUB!! YAY!! TELL ME WHAT U THINK!?!!?
where do you get the insperation for stories like this its crazy good as if im there watching it happen!
musics0in0my0soul 3 years ago
Wow thanks, and i love to write, songs, poetry, stories so it just caomes to me, thanks!!
JOEJONAS94 3 years ago
omj soooooo sad!!!
in the next chapter plezzz inrtoduce the characters so i will know who is in the story!!
jonas3luva 3 years ago
I will dont worry
JOEJONAS94 3 years ago
OMG!!!!
Ur amazing!
Usually when people describe their fathers raping them in stories, it never seems as realsistic as you make it seem! great job!
Jonas4Life12 3 years ago
Thanks!
JOEJONAS94 3 years ago