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Dedicated to "Mr.Wonderful", the one who made me miserable for 28 years! A video for all who have moved on. Music composed and performed by Alex Chudnovsky, "invisable Arrow" (used with his permission - thanks Alex!!)

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People & Blogs

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• Breakups..
• Bad
• relationships...
• Alex
• Chudnovsky
• music....Bad
• marriages....Psychic
• vampires...

[cookiefeen]

I wish he would get on here and actually watch this vidieo. But he is such a self centered ass that he probably wouldn't get it. PREACH ON SISTA!! love ya

P.S. Baggage has to be the hardest thing to get rid of, dammit!

[CANYONMOON]

Hey girl - thanks for the comment. You know what a SOB he is, hope he rots in hell...... Had a great time with you all down in the great state of Texas!!!! Luv ya

[braveharty]

wow, ANYA walking bears comments are somthing to reflect on, sorry mine aint gona be as articulate.....

bury that fucker mr wonderfull and bury him deep but not inside you, you have now reliased that there always was a handle on that COFFIN you have been in but you have now chosen to turn it and open that lid and climb out and leave that fucker to wroght

hey told you its not articulated.

x

[CREATIVERAIN]

Great video CANYONMOON....You express your thoughts very well here.

*HUGS*

[walkingbear56]

Journey well. It just gets better from here on in.

[CANYONMOON]

I really appreciate your comments. They are thought-provoking and highlight many of the things we (survivors) need to ask ourselves and try to do. I think one of the hardest things to do is to realize that yes, you do deserve a better way of life, you do deserve a caring loving person, but God it is so hard to do that. It takes a lot of time, caring people to help, and belief in yourself. Take care brother.

[walkingbear56]

Men are not evil, or women either for that matter, but they can do things out of pain and hurt and damage that we deem "evil".

There are points where love turns sour or bad or violent, and the things that once made us smile, make us cringe. We all change and we either grow together or grow apart.

At some point you became aware that "did I ever really now him". Perhaps not, there was an attraction that brought you together?

[walkingbear56]

How many of us find it impossible to accept that we cannot change those things,

but we can transform them...

there is always choice, making that choice is the most difficult thing to do when we live within the nightmare.

Sometimes survival instinct kicks in and we obtain escape velocity.

Sometimes we don't and we die, either emotionally or physically.

Hardest person to say "I love you" to is ourselves.

Try it sometime in the mirror.

It's refreshing to see people open up like this.

[walkingbear56]

There is a song by Alanis Morrissett called Princes Familiar ;-

"papa love your princess so that she will find loving princes familiar

papa cry for your princess so that she will find gentle princes familiar

papa laugh with your princess so that she will find funny princes familiar

papa respect your princess so that she will find respectful princes familiar.

How many of us are damaged by the things that our parents didn't do or did do? How many of us replay the same scenario?

[CANYONMOON]

I think my reply to WalkingBear56 applies here too. I sincerely hope you are feeling a bit better these days though.......