Started 96' , continue in the present
but everything can change, kingdom to a peasant
killed my therapist, middle of the session
mind is going crazy, cuz it wasnt tested
scuse me, im gettin anxious can you serve the plate?
stop thinkin your the best, just cuz you heard em say
favours turn to wished, like a birthday cake
but since i got it made, its kinda worth the wait
Stop trying to convince me, i never bought it
try to make a change, reachin in your pocket
typically its the nice one that you show often
but everybody acts different, when no ones watchin
obstacles in life, better jump a hurdle
or you go down the drain, like a flushin urinal
forget it easily, so you can keep a journal
cuz i know how easily your memory can run in circles
You be runnin like a track meet
with all the other kids sayin catch me
say you not a child and you grown up....
so why u sittin in the back seat?
try to show off, to a lot of men
pull your hair back, with 20 bobby pins
you say u only try to please yourself?
so why you care what everybody thinks?
Do i know just what im doin here,
what more could i possibly lose this year
when every single thing is gone,
now you got only yourself to fear
I cant find myself, take the mirror down,
got to comfortable with fake-me thats been around
hope that no one else can change me to make em proud
cuz i see to many gone, as i sweep the town
start forgetting how i am and i need it now
put the mirror back up so i can see myself
Marriage now a days, the worlds fly apart
no commitment now, the hurt by the heart
no i wonder what could make em think...that the 3rd times a charm
Yah the women feelin bad but thats how you are
real women are the women that are by my heart
angry at the world, but u didnt start
cant make your pity party , send my regards
yah, & it comes to a surprise to me
everything im not is everything that i dont try to be
and everything i can is all the things that live inside of me
the mask over my face, is the one thats really hidin me.