Mr Glam Puss

Struggling with bulimic behaviors today. I decided to upload one of my favorite art work pieces made a few years ago. I didn't include music because it took away from the poem and was too distracting.

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[peppernme]

Excellent job on the video Johnny. I love the font colors and fade-in to the pictures. I remember all your work so well. These images are quite powerful, so I think this will affect a lot of people. I'm glad you are expressing your art in a new medium. :)

[MyOwnStickFigure]

They do not compare to your computer talents LEMON LIME!!!!!!!!!!!! but thank you. I'm doing a lot better than last night, ouch.

[MyOwnStickFigure]

And I did chug a shake in bed, I forced myself. I threw in a bunch of shit to add calories ... dates ... walnuts ... banana ... drank the entire thing and crashed

[SamC74]

Sending hugs and lots of strength your way, Johnny. Make tomorrow better.

[MyOwnStickFigure]

I started early my dear, I made tonight better!

[churippu]

I've seen these before--on pro ana and pro mia pages. :( Too bad the owners of those pages don't know the real meaning behind your art.

[Dykeborn]

Great poetic video in pics and words. Desperate pain of ED and inspiration for seizing recovery.

Outside of the bulimia and ED context, these are some hot photos. WIthin the context they are pwerful tragic.

[EliteMuffBadger]

an hero.

[WorkOnWellness]

WoW!

[betteroffdead123]

seperating yourself from something that is so much a part of you it feels like it IS you but its NOT

we can do this! we can strive off of each others posative energy and encoragement and get through this!

you can message me any time you need something and on my other channel <3 ill do anything i can to help.

<3<3<3 love you <3<3<3

~lindi~

[betteroffdead123]

just stick with it hun. i know you can get through this you just have to keep trying. you know as well as anyone that there will be good days and bad days but its not impossible. theres not a single day that goes on that i dont atleast think about it if not walk into the bathroom and neal in front of the toilet but every time i do i just have to try to get control and stop just long enough to get a grip on myself and what i want in comparison to what bulimia wants. and thats the hardest part

[ximstraighttoxicx]

wow. I don't think i can find the words to say just how amazing this video is. But i need to thank you for making something like this and helping those who struggle with your same problems you truly are a wonderful person and it's people like you who make this world a better place :)

I wish you all the best <3 xo

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Oh sweetie, this is such special news - especially you having your meal a day and working on b/p behaviors. It reminds me of how I need to continue to try as well, I engage too much and have a lot to work on still. Some days I am more motivated, others I am not and the day is a major bulimic blow out...Your progress is inspiring for me, I can't claim abstinence because I still addict DAILY, ocd style, but your progress gives hope. I know the battle can be won... as long as we fight. Love u

[betteroffdead123]

of food im getting and its an amount i put out there in my mind as acceptable while within that amout of calories/fat/sugars/ etc. im kicking my cravings so i wont feel the need to bieng. my esophogas is already worshiping me but its going to be a long time till the thought of its gone if it ever is

but long story short youve really helped in my roed to recovery b/c ive been following your videos for a while now

so so far my system for no bienge/purge is working XD

love eternally

~lindi~

[betteroffdead123]

there are not enough thankyous in the entire world for all that you do for not only me but everyone you inspire. i cried b/c this video is me...

it's me because those are my thoughts they just sound so much more concise when YOU put them together its like for the first time they make sense to me.

i have been on a "regular" diet of 1 meal a day for 2 weeks now which is a big step for me so that i feel less of a need to binge/ purge

i dont feel asinclined to purge b/c i know the exact amount..

[fluhks]

Amazing work.