Irritable Outburst : Mania's Dirty Little Secret Vid 1

It is euphorias evil twin. Some call it an angry outburst or volatile outburst. It is a common symptom of mania that many people ignore, disregard, or just plain don't know about. It's embarrassing, gets you into trouble, and ruins relationships. It makes you look mean, rude, petty, and out of control. A complete over react to frustration. Unlike euphoric mania, there are no fun and interesting stories, just profanity and a lot of broken dishes and broken hearts. It can last only a few seconds but its results can be permanent. You just do your best, going along behind them trying to fix all the damage you have caused.

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• bipolar
• disorder
• manic
• depression
• depressive
• irritability
• outburst
• emotional
• mania
• anger
• angry

[echolaliac]

wow! this is real! wow! this is human! thank you!

[PennyAnn25]

@echolaliac Wow! You're welcome! Sorry so late.

[MindsClear]

blessings

[PennyAnn25]

@MindsClear Thank you. :)

[mariss711]

Broght tears to my eyes, I am the same way, I cant feel anything but this huge rage, it sits on my chest, breaking shit and yelling feels good....but I cant keep doing it, I am trying to control my outbursts with willpower but that seems to bring on a rapid mood shift in me to sorrow, Im lost and dont know what to do.

[PennyAnn25]

@mariss711 Wish I had the magic word. This is the most difficult of symptoms. It comes on so fast sometimes. And sometimes I feel I'm on the verge of an outburst for days. For those periods I have found that an increase in physical activity helps, like walking. Riding my moped helps. But the sudden ones, I don't have an answer either.

[2BeMeekandBiPolar]

That evil twin is a bitch!!!! I know! They call mine Sybil. Can't way for the day when she goes away!

[yeomanviking]

This is like my premenstrual dysphoria outbursts.Frustration because you are actually sick of the worlds stupidity and the difficulties navigating through the stupidity.In the end it makes us look stupid.You are justified in your pissed off nature in this vid.

[MIORIGAMI]

Yep, been there. I have outburst like this, only way worse

[bipolardiscussions]

I don't wanna be an asshole but you need to get your head together, seriously. you need to distance yourself from whatever makes you lose it like that. its just audioswap I mean comeon, if I saw that house, techno music was on acoustic I would've just laughed. - a man.

Also my Girlfriend wanted to add that shes felt that way before and understands feeling like that...but she feels that people can learn how to react differently to things like that. Def been there though.

[DarienShadow]

I hear ya. I have bi-polar and have many of those "irritable outburst" . You are very right when you say that you do the best you can going behind them trying to fix everything afterwards. One of the many reasons I can not hold on to a normal job for longer than six months. So I understand the problems that arise from them. I wish us both the best of luck with dealing with that "little monster".

[selffamily1]

Hi PennyAnn, I hope you don't mind my saying that I laughed out loud to your video because its so painfully right there. "No offense to the slow people because they're too cool for YouTube!" Classic. I once spent a solid week in mania obsessively drafting a three page rant to the manufacturer of my Lava Lamp because the bubbles were too small and not working right. Thank you for posting this. The Bikini Kill poster fits. It's not acoustic though.

[hjcyr2007]

I get you.

[Mylianx]

Hugs