'My Never' Breaking Dawn Concert Series, NYC Justin Furstenfeld

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Taken at the Nokia Theater in Time Square for the Breaking Dawn concert and book signing event.

Stephenie Meyer and Justin Furstenfeld of Blue October sat and talked with one another and then he sang some songs that remind her of certain characters or scenes.

Here Justin Furstenfeld is singing a new never before played song. Stephenie said this song summed up Jacob's feelings for Bella in the new book, Breaking Dawn. It was a heartbreaking song that made almost all of us Edward & Bella fans adore Jacob a little bit and feel rather sorry for him.

This song comes out on Blue Octobers March 2009 CD release.

Sorry for the shaking camera work...I was holding my Sony Cybershot above my head to get the footage. I also didn't know how to ZOOM at this point...new camera. Sound is good though, so close your eyes and just listen!! ;)

Will upload more footage throughout the weekend.
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Lyrics...this is based on MANY emails from people - thank you everyone who spent their time trying to work out the lyrics! Most everyone had the same thing:

Will you think of me, in time?
It's never my luck, so never mind
I wanna say your name
but the pain starts... again
It's never my luck, so never mind

I had a dream that you were with me
It wasn't my fault
You roll me over, flip me over
Like a somersault
And that doesn't happen to me

I've never been here before

I saw forever in my never

And I stood outside her heaven

Will you wait for me, in time?
It's never my luck so I'll say never mind
And I've lost a lot of what I don't expect to ever return
I tend to push them until the pushing's gone from hurting to burn
I always take them to that place I thought they wanted to go
Then end up dancing around this clown commands applause out of show

I had a dream that you were with me
It wasn't my fault
You roll me over, flip me over
Like a somersault
And that doesn't happen to me

I've never been here before

I saw forever in my never
And I stood outside her heaven
Her heaven
Inside her heaven
Her heaven

And I can only dream of you
And sleep and I'll never see sunlight again
I can try to be with you
But somehow I'll end up just losing a friend

And I can only reach for you, relate to you
I'm losing my friend
Where did she go? Where?

I had a dream that you were with me
It wasn't my fault
You roll me over, flip me over
Like a somersault
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never
And I stood outside her heaven
Stood outside her heaven
Stood outside her heaven
Won't you let me into your heaven?

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[swimxchic]

the best version of the song that I could find.

you can't hear the "I LOVE EDWARD" part XD

Thanks for posting! :))

[itsmejennilind]

Thanks! Glad you liked it. :)

[83starbuck]

This was so not written for Jacob. Are you kidding this was written for Justin's wife! I have read all of those books and I'm sorry Justin's stuff is more heartfelt and moving than anything that Stephanie Meyer has written so far. Ugh...

[itsmejennilind]

I was at the concert, I'm aware it wasn't written for Jacob...it was about his wife. Stephenie liked the song because it summed up Jacob's feelings for Bella, like I say in the info box.

[EdwardxxBella]

This is so sweet...

Did anyone else hear the girl yell "I love Edward!"?? Then everyone screamed. :P

[itsmejennilind]

LOL yea Edward fans were LOUD that night!

[emilierainey]

 woooo fine!!!! i think esclipse is going to be amazing!!!! Breaking Dawn fresh teaser not published on

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Check it now

[baumlayy]

I hate the person who ruined this by yelling 'I love Edward' in the middle. I don't understand why she felt the need to do that. Blue October is badass, always has been, mi guess the books are good too.

[crusher10k]

why do ppl feel sad for jacob?.. al least he imprinted on renesmee

[kEcKs02]

TEAM JACOB ALL THE WAY <3

nice song it fits so well :(

my poor jake

[ihottimami]

im realyy like dead CRAYIN cuz i feel bad for jacob wow im lik really sad TEAM EDWARD but wow JACOB SORRY

[rybear220]

Thanks for uploading! I was there, crammed in with all the Team Edwards and Jacobs. I screamed "Yeah Team Edward" before it started...started all the chanting, lol.

[gabiximenes]

I'm Team Edward too but listen this song make me fell bad for jacob.

[AlexGlossyNails]

wow.. im totaly a TEAM EDWARD ALL THE WAY GIRL .. but i kinda feel bad for jacob.. but i mean he got his happiness too.. no like he wanted it to be but he got it .. :( .. anyways thank u so much for the vid i really liked it ..this is my first time i listen to this song and its very wonderful and sad at the same time. but it was great .. thanks .. :D

[punkpij]

I love this song, it's so beautiful

[Gabrielle261]

I was there for this, and by the end there wasn't a dry eye in the house. :) The power of music.

[MichelleATurk]

kaleb nation