For lil Joshua (Bubba)
Bubba
I hope through out this time, you havent forgotten about your dad.
I have three girls that I love so much but youre the only son I have.
The first three times your Mom found out a baby she would have.
I prayed that God would give me a son, to take the name I had.
Each time I was excited, to know a little girl would be brought forth.
But nothing like the time I finally heard that you would hold the torch.
I remember that day well, as I sat outside the tractor supply.
Your Mom told me on the phone and I couldnt help but cry.
I accidentally hung up on her, I didnt mean to drop the phone.
I got so excited in my truck, I had to clean a donut off the window.
You were taken from me at a very young age. It shouldve never taken place.
But I have come to find son that Gods will sometimes must have grace.
I went back in the store, and I bought you a John Deere toy.
I still have it in the package, it waits here for my only boy.
If I ever have the chance son, I will teach you to forgive.
All the ones whove hurt you that is the only way to live.
There are some people son, who have hurt your family.
Some others turned their backs on us, but many still stand with me.
If you were old enough youd know that this just isnt right.
But hold on son a little longer your dad is yet to lose a fight.
God never makes any mistakes, this son you need to know.
He knew that Momma was needed more than Daddy was at home.
I know you want me home, but you need Momma even more.
Daddys sometimes must miss out while we go fight the war.
But dont think that I dont want to be there, or kiss your beautiful Mom!
First I have to protect you all, so tell your Momma to just hang on.
You tell them all that Daddys coming, Superman will soon be home.
But right now I must finish this fight, and I must do it all alone.
But Bubba you just pray for now, and think about me too.
And know your Daddys always fighting for, thinking about, and loving you.
Oct 24th 2008
-Joshua L. Douglass
Thanks for posting this song! It is one of my favorites!
rhinestonenana 6 months ago
i hope u get ur kids back
i pray that the people who did this to you burn in hell
amygiff 11 months ago
iw ill have you inmy thoughts . thanks somuch for emailing me .
mikenwillie 2 years ago
He looks just like his father. Keep the faith, brother.
Shalom & Agape
theheat151 2 years ago
I hadn't seen this one yet. thanks for sending it to me.
Groodle2 2 years ago
I hope that the ppl who did this never have their kids taken. I would not wish that on my worst enemy. We as parents we can never be as cruel as CPS/DHS is. I am sorry I cant watch this It hurts my heart to bad.
PanzersWifey 2 years ago 2
Aww. Nice.
travitheMuffinMan 3 years ago
man he has gotten so big since we saw him last. what a little man our love and prayers are with you ,beth and the children
TINKROCKS1979 3 years ago
Such a beautiful family! Truly given by God!
childrescuer 3 years ago
Strength comes from being torn apart. PRESS ON and find that your family be the strongest family I and others will ever know.
JDPaulspride 3 years ago 2