My self harm story part 2

Like I said before.. around here..
Things can get pretty brutal.

~Like this one time, I was walking home, at night, I knew the streets well. But suddenly, I got really paranoid.. I had an intense feeling that someone was watching me... I got out my pocketknife, and kept walking..
Before I knew it, There was someone behind me, trying to strangle me.. I dropped the knife, and he went for it... He then stabbed my stomach.. the blood was spread.. I still have that scar today.
~ To bring things up to date.. In december of 2010, my nephew was put into the hospital... His babysitter was abusing him.. he had cigarette burns, bruises, cuts.. and internal bleeding in his brain.. I was scared for my life.. This little boy.. he was my sunshine.. I loved him more than anything.. and at the time, they didn't think he was going to live.. he kept saying "Mommy, don't hurt me like Becca did.." and he would also say "Mommy, don't burn me with a cigarette" .. It was horrible.. he was only 3 years old... I cut every night until he came home.. I'm so grateful that he made it through.. and he is now taking therapy sessions.. trying to get rid of these memories.. we hope he was young enough that he'll just forget about it naturally.
~ A year went by.. nothing special happened.. I was just naturally depressed.. and now I bring you to this past december. 2 people in my family passed away, one of which I was pretty close to.. and also.. I few days after my birthday.. my sister, her husband, and the baby moved to alaska.. She is also pregnant with another baby.. It is so hard to cope with them not being here for me.
They were the type of people, that no matter what I needed.. no matter what was wrong.. they would do anything in their power just to help me.
I was planning on moving with them.. They wanted me to go with them.. and my father said it would be a great learning experience.. but my mother disagreed. That was it.. they were out of my life..
~Now we are in present day.. I'm still living with my father.. and it really sucks.. but.. only a little bit longer, and I get to leave.. and make my own life.

So now, I'll leave you with saying i'll updat if anything happens adding to my story.. and that i'm here if you want to talk about anything.

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