Struggle street but fighting ....

Sweet Heart, I can relate to that feeling of just not being able to say what is on ones mind. It is quite frightening! Whenever it happens I feel ill and just don't want to eat. However the feelings don't go away when I concentrated on food they actually worsen. It's even more stressfull trying to regulate food. Also I tend to be unable to voice my thought's when I'm stressed out and it sound like lack of money and everything might be you're stresser.

You looking good, try to stay positiv. Your skinny enough now...So dont loose more weigth.

Wow, reality check here please. Don't be a bitch. As a sufferer of this condition, I'm surprised that you'd say something so nasty and discouraging to others. Do better than that! You comment a lot on other people's stuff and denigrate them by calling them fat and ugly. If you aren't pleased with yourself, don't hurt others trying to recover by drawing them into a pity party along with u. That's UGLY behavior, and there's no excuse for it. I hope when you get better you'll grow the hell up.

wow...ur muscles arms are so beauty, perfect....u are pretty!

Thanks hun:)
I am just seeing my doctor fortnightly for medical check ups and i see my pychologist weekly. I do not intend to go back to treatment unless i can't halt the weight loss. so far I have maintained my weight here so atleast i am not continuing to drop. test of time and strength to fight. *determined and stubborn to not let it win* too much to lose now that i have my own place and independence. X

Thanks Joy:)
I will get there...just a minor lapse. Don't cope too well with change moving out has been one of those changes that takes time to adjust to i guess. Trial and error with alot of things i guess. How are you hun? Thinking of you:) x

Thanks sweets, that really means alot to me:) I will continue to fight this. You must too:) Stay strong xox

Thanks bea, i will:)
Yes but as you know I do not have the internet. Only when i go to mums. Maybe wednesday or saturday? Keep in touch and we can arrange a time. i been thinking of you and hope you are going ok:) x

My mindset is not as entrenched as it has been, particularly in my teens and i am much more aware of my illness and signs it is getting out of hand. I will keep fighting! How are you going my dear? I am sorry I have not kept up to date with videos. Shall try to watch some of yours soon:) Hugs and thanks for your support:) Love Chelsea x