6 Month Hormone Effects (before and after)

This is a video demonstrating the effects I've had with hormone replacement therapy over the last 6 months. The song is an emotional improvisation that I played when I learned that Elle had passed away. If interested, check my previous hormone effect videos for more pictures.

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• Estrogen
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• Improv Piano

[dooshette]

I really like your improvisation. Do you think the hormones have affected your playing in any way? Some think testosterone can help in playing and composing music. Although testosterone affects things most when the brain is developing(as a fetus and as a child/adolescent) as hormones actually change brain structure during development.

[VannaSiamese]

@dooshette

Actually, I do think hormones have helped me in learning piano quite a bit. Mainly because I'm much happier, feel far more inspired, and am now better in tune with my emotions. However, in testosterone's defense... I started playing piano 5 months ago, yet I have been on hormones for 7. So, there is little to compare results against.

Although, my guitar playing has progressed nicely too since I began hormones. =)

[poulitsa2001]

Sorry about your loss, that is horrible. How did she pass so young?

[VannaSiamese]

@poulitsa2001

Elle committed suicide, and gave no warning at all. I spoke with her three times that day, and had even made plans to come to her house. It's hard to believe that my very best friend could hide such a secret from me.

She absolutely broke my heart.

[sepftc]

sorry for your loss. At the end of your vid you had a chart up. I'm wondering if maybe an exercise program and change in diet would affect more change? Corsett training means sleeping with a corsett I assume? Just wondering. I have been charting also and wonder when it will be time to up my dosages.

[VannaSiamese]

@sepftc

Yes, I sleep in corsets every night, and wear them for many hours of the day =)

I do maintain an exercise program as well as a balanced diet, and have for the last 7 years. I actually use to body build, which is the reason why I am still so muscular. However, I am constantly losing muscle due to the hormones and testosterone blocker, which is why I've had the dramatic decrease in weight. I'm hoping things will begin to even back out pretty soon.

[marrionetta]

You look beautiful. <3 I can't wait to see how you're doing with this two years down the road. You're going to be a real head-turner. <3

[TheGriffin57]

I am very sorry about your friend. Life is too short for people to give up like that. She was very beautiful. You too, are beautiful and courageous. If you were my daughter I would be proud. I wish you well.

[inventorbacktime]

hi, im backtime fro E.P! nice transition!!

[LesMis931]

You are such a beautiful woman. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.

[joeyfiercesun]

@VannaSiamese Sorry to hear that!!! You'll see her again one day!! :) <3 xoxo

[MirthaDonaoi447]

ehm keiner deutsch hihi

[MERAUDER007]

2:05 best part of video.... i love you <3

[GROZNAYA]

i am confused by this. in which way will they be turning their heads; towards or away?

i am still wondering where the ass and breasts are? have they changed shape as well?

[mehal128]

you are an amazing piano player.. i loved it..

keep it up girl..

good luck :)

[kaylaukesit]

@VannaSiamese My friend did the same. It's so rough knowing that they didn't think they could have gone to you.

[OhkaBeFree]

@WHITEOGREPPIN13 lol this is the guy thats on uno and for some reason likes to talk shit then sends me a friend invite lol.