A video message to my subscribers

I have a few things I need to say regarding my subscribers. I am thankful for each and every one of you, and am so glad you watch my videos. I hope to be someone you can trust, and that on youtube we can all be a big support system for one another.

I just want everyone to know that I do what I can for my subscribers, and I hope to never let you down. But unfortunately some events have happened that have caused me to feel guilty for not "doing enough", and I am truly sorry to anyone who I have offended.

However, I will not take the blame for one's mental health or self destructive behaviors. I am just a girl, who struggles with things too. I can only do so much, and I hope that you can understand that and know that I would never want to cause anyone pain in any way - but I cannot be a savior, I can only be a friend.

Take care and thanks for watching my videos, I really appreciate it mor than you know.

Love,
Christie

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• Discussion

[anxietyman202]

i can only speak for myself in saying that i am thankful for finding your videos on here. my only hope is that i don't come across to pushy, that's just me being friendly that's all. i don't think i have been though.

[xsullengirlx]

Thank you :) You have not come across too pushy at all, no worries. Take care.

[captainpegs07]

the world is full of PUSSIES!!! Online there's not a social mechanism that holds people to any sort of norm of decent behavior. They are screws. Hopefully, instead of putting papercuts in their arms they take a machette and hack their heads off. Preferably before they breed.

[xsullengirlx]

you are right, there isn't any sort of guilt or real repercussions for people who are online bullies. It's really apparent on youtube.

[sweetXblood]

You always respond to me very soon, you're always very thankfull, and it's never just a side-stepped reply, you go in to detail to help...and I apprecitate it. I love your lips, btw... anyway, I'm thankfull!

[xsullengirlx]

Thank you for that, it means a lot that you do notice that I make an effort. I dont need people to be thankful, I just want to felt understood. Everyone wants me to understand, and sometimes I just want the same thing. And thanks for the compliment, you're sweet!

[freedomfriestastebad]

you are sorta uglay

[theboombody]

To roughly quote from The Phantom Tollbooth, "Welcome welcome welcome to the land land of expecations of expectations."

[rorelia1]

Honey you can only do what you can do people should be grateful that u take the time to make your videos. U need to take care of yourself as well. P.S i love your Marilyn pictures. Dont let people make you feel like u need to save the world <3<3<3

[teriandalfred]

People, remember, you may feel like you know her, but there are millions of strangers on youtube and she owes you nothing! Can't you be grateful for her sharing what she has and not expect anything more from her? You don't get to place demands on her, doing so is not okay! She has a life. If you need to talk, try Emotions Anonymous in your area.

[1993rockergirl]

It makes me think that some of these people that are saying "I cut myself cuz you didnt respond" that they are making fun of you OR that they really are just mad and want some one to blame and you cant really defend yourself.... it just comes down to it is there chioce to cut of not. they need to be more understanding.

[monkeymna92]

your vids have really helped me, i still si but its gotten better thanks X

[auto12ma34tic]

Love your video's... You shouldn't feel guilt of not replying to people. Your work is great! You should not even think about rude comments. Those people just do not understand self-injury. You're not a therapist or something like that. People can't use you like that. You do what you can and that's great. Love your channel and please ignore are those shitty persons.

Robert

[spx105]

Your video's are great. Your should'nt feel guilty about anything. Some people don't get that you have a life. Its really comforting to watch your video's. Makes me feel like im not so alone. :)

[IAmTheTragedy]

well said, you shouldnt feel guilty at all for having your own life!! People are responsible for their own actions and its so sad that people blame you when youre a great help to so many of us. Whether you respond or not I thank you for your videos. You sound genuinely upset in this video, my heart goes out to you, people should really think what theyre doing before blaming someone totally innocent for their own probs. Hell, no one can make someone else self injure (hence the SELF part!!)

[TimSimm2]

i understand what you're saying. people shouldn't blame you for anything because you are not responsible for them. all you can do is help them as much as you can but your not jesus