TK. ~ You have been the one for me ;; †

WATCH IN HD, please :') I'd like to take this time out to say thank you to all of those sweet and amazing human beings who has helped me through the last couple of weeks. without you I might not even be able to smile, like I do now. thank you so much for caring, for understanding, for listening. thank you so much for being there by my side :x

I wanna thank some of the sweetest girls ever. thank you for caring! it means the world to me to have such friends as you around :'3 - my sweet Princy, Patricia, Simone, Amanda, Karolina, Ge, Amela, Michelle... just to mention some of them. thank you! :x

I wanna say a special thank you to ma jolie Vale, who made me a beautiful, beautiful video - though the whole thing was kind of depressing x'D ihihihihi, but it was so sweet of you to do hunni. I do really love you, bestie! jeg elsker dig. you are amazing. and not only thank you for the video - thank you for everything you've done for me. no shit, I wouldn't be at this point in my life if it wasn't for you and everything you've done :'3 je t'aime ma meilleure amie! :') you've helped me so much and I'll always be there for you.
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I know it's a very simple video and I know nothing big's going on, but I didn't feel like doing anything special about it. it's touched me, and this was the song that a replayed for almost three days straight in Miami when I got the news about Tom and his new girl :x

I actually wanted to add more pictures of my "5 years as Tokio Hotel fan", but I didn't. as soon as I saw all my old pictures and signs that people had made to me where it says smth like "Chrizza & Tom" I changed my mind !!! u_u' now there's only a picture of me from 2007 and one from 2011. the picture in the end is from 2009, I think...

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover.

this song pretty much describes the feelings I'm dealing with right now. I don't know what to think; I don't know if I'm supposed to smile or to be sad. I'm kinda smiling, but sometimes it's just a fake smile - I'm broken inside é___é I don't want to have these feelings for him as I have, but I can't help it. I felt for him, and there's been no changes in that for the last 5 years now. maybe it's finally time for me to make a change!
I'm sorry if you think I stupid, silly or anything else. I'm just keeping it real honey! u__u' I'm in love with a guy who doesn't even know I exists. this is the life of the fan-girls, I guess...

Chrizza :x

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[BillxTom]

ahw! :)

[theyellowrebel89]

Sweetie this is such an amazing video. It couldn't not be better. ♥ I kinda understand what ar eu dealing with right now, but we all are different so no one can't tell you what to do and what to fell. But your friend are here for u. You can write me anytime. ♥ You don't deserve tears and neither do Tom. He doens't deserve tears from such an angel as you are hm? :)

So dont even think about Justins THAT SHOULD BE ME or something like that. Be strong and KEEP IT REAL HONEY! :D :-*** ♥

[HeyPrincy]

They say never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about,

even if there are way too many complications in between,

you'd never know the countless yet unknown number of possibilities you might be having,

you can't run away from love, it just finds you...and I know that someday its gonna find its way to you aswell and who knows...maybe just maybe it could be the one you're waiting for, Alice <3

by your side, always. =)

I'm glad I met you and Vale (yes, I keep saying this :))

[HeyPrincy]

"it maybe over, but it won't stop there, I am here for you,if only you'd care."

love is a selfless thing, I've learnt that myself...once u stop expecting and just love it doesn't hurt as much :) u are, in no way silly. You're one of the few rare sweethearts I've ever come across, if only this distance wasn't separating us I'd be outside ur door with a fresh batch of cookies, just for u. :)

ur so beautiful hun, inside out and I see every bit of it. I'd just wish someone could see the same. :)

[DennyLikeDari]

wow.

[HeyDu483]

aaw this is sooo sweet, beautiful and sad :')

I hope you're feeling better now, and your love for him isn't stupid and you aren't silly for it, love is love, doesn't matter if it's a fan love or not, if you feel it, is good in fact :3

[TomsSteffy125]

Oh... Beautiful!!

[Tomelinaa]

OGOD! I'm really in love with this video. I'm feeling excatly in this way.

Thank u to share it with us!

[colordeangel]

the lyrics of the song are actually really meaningful...I know it broke your heart hunni </3 if only I could do smth, but like you said, maybe it's time to change those feelings into something else or it can destroy us </3

I know we live far away hunni...but if you ever need someone just know that I'll always try to be there and confort you, Jeg er her for dig <3 du bist nicht alleine, ich bin hier an deiner Seite <3 whatever we might go through, we'll do it together <3 Jeg elsker dig så meget<3

[colordeangel]

omg hunni...this video broke my heart </3 litterally </3 this was full of emotion...God, you could really feel it, emotion everywhere popping out the video...

my sweet Chrizza! :'( min bedste veninde <3 you know I'll always be here for you <3 lol I know the video I made for you was kinda sad, but idk, in someway I thought it could help understanding more the feelings in order to let them all out..

I'm glad I helped you get through this hunni <3 I hate seeing you sad but I know how you're feeling