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Hey Guys!
this video might confuse u in a lot of way, but the explaintion is right here!
first of let me tell you, you will see/listen/read my life, actually real feelings of mine so please no hate!!!!
This video is something i have though of like months, i was thinkin hard how to do it, now i somehow found a way.
this video explains my feelings since 2007.
the anger, the sadness,hopelessly, confusyness and nonfeelingness... everything. u see in this video actually always how i felt how i react and what i thought, you might not see it but like eg.
like the devil himself, is how i see this person, angry, hateful without any good feelings for me.
actually this video shows my feelings against school and the people there, actually also my bullying feelings and the feelings how i felt after my parents divorced.
i felt and still feel anger, i just wanna hit the people who hurt me with their looks and wanna scream at them i just am afraid if i do that's wrong i actually tried to hit someone who bullied me 2 years, but in the end i just ran away cried the hell out of me....
aswell it shows that i am talking to myself sometimes, or more like i talk in my thoughts like JD does always, imagination, yeeah i always do this, it's a way to escape from all this shit.
and also it shows that i pray to god to get over this time and it shows that i cry (in the end)
but why did i choose this song? because i want that they fuck themselves, i want that they feel how i feel at least for once :( ONE TIME JUST ONE TIME I WANT THAT THEY KNOW THAT I FEEL LIKE A BUNCH OF CRAP JUST IONCE ;-(
this is my way to do it with them to deal with them, i am not goin to shoot them or something, i am going and i am vidding about it!
that's my only way to do it. i hope you understand me and my video. i am somehow really proud of this, but somehow i hate it too, so yeeah idk, what do you think?
i seriously worked my butt of to end it, to make it, and actually i think i will make more videos with my real life or how i feel, want me to do so?
but i always but something of myself in my videos dw :)
in this video i did not use any effects actually besides velocity and zooming (but not like zooming in a camera) and the coloring. nothing else :)
i had this idea for the video a long time and starte dit when i was sad more li,ke angry, and now on friday something happened that just made me finish it and i also finished it for the contest of amazing Maevahhh67 ( http://www.youtube.com/Maevahhh67 ) sub her she made me finish it and also HDROCKS92 who i sended parts of this video to see how it is :)
anyway
i hope you like it somehow i seriously worked so hard!
tell me how u like it :)
have a nice day
xoxoxo
Anna-Maria

Song: Cover- Placebo- Fuck you
fandom: scrubs, ER, raiseyour voice, misfits, neighbours, hannah montana, gilmore girls
program: sony vegas pro 8
*i do not own anything*

Category:

Entertainment

Tags:

• ER
• raiseyour voice
• misfits
• neighbours
• hannah montana
• gilmore girls

[Vaderyale94]

BTW i meant that i wanted to hit someone who bullied me since 2 years andi wanted to hit him like about a half year ago!!!

[xoJonasluver4lyfxo]

aww Im so sorry.. I didnt know or think you were going through all of that. I know I havent been on lately and still might not be on for a while but you can always talk to me about it and I hope you know that. Stay Strong bby <3

[Vaderyale94]

@xoJonasluver4lyfxo arw sweetie thank you! u know if something is wrong u can PM me also ALWAYS i am always there for ya and dw<3 i know u are here and i know ua re busy dw <33 :)

thank you hun <3

♥♥

[Vaderyale94]

@luvtheheavenAGAIN yeeah i mean strict xD and ummm yeah i can't remeber that one too xD we have so much laws and yeah i get confused in this xD

and i just watched one, i will go on now ;D heeh and also i am thinkin of doin now my collabpart :) hehe anyway i hope u will like it, it's a weird comment f mine though but still :DD

xx

[luvtheheavenAGAIN]

@Vaderyale94 Did you mean "strict"? And yeah it sucks, I wonder what the law is that makes everything copyrighted in Germany lol. XD Well I just uploaded 3 Gilmore Girls vids of mine you could appreciated that are pitch-shifted and not blocked in Germany, if you want to check them out. And I look forward to that comment from you via your friend on my Horrible Mothers and their daughters vid. ;)

[Vaderyale94]

@luvtheheavenAGAIN yeeah i know, and germany is so freaking strike, u know ic an't even watch stuff from vevo's :O often!

[luvtheheavenAGAIN]

@Vaderyale94 Oh that's weird, the pitch-shifted one is only blocked in Germany, no other countries, I checked, but the non-pitch-shifted one is blocked in Afghanistan, Aland Islands, Albania, Algeria, American Samoa, Andorra, Angola, Anguilla, Antigua and Barbuda, Armenia, Aruba, Austria, Azerbaijan, Bahamas, Bahrain, Bangladesh, Barbados, Belarus, Belgium, Belize, Benin, Bermuda, Bhutan, Bolivia, Bosnia and Herzegovina, Botswana, British Indian Ocean Territory, British Virgin Islands, etc! LOL!

[Vaderyale94]

@Fishstix1987 arw thankk you hun! i hope so too <3 :)

[Vaderyale94]

@makemefeeltheice thank you! and i really try to but it's really hard at some time i can tell :)

[Vaderyale94]

@luvtheheavenAGAIN that second one is also in germany blocked, but my friend is right now pastin my comment there :)) <3